The Heart Has Reasons, That reasons does not understand

2010-11-01T19:53:00.002+08:00

Sem 2 have been awesome lately

Modules are great. Just hope e assignments are gonna be awesome as well. keke

Typography

Media & Psychology

User-Centred Design

Audio & Video production

3D Modeling & Animation

k best. assignments are slowly coming

its already wk 3, 2 assignments on hand so far

But im stucked with 3D Modeling lah.

dunno wat to do. dunno how to do. issssh

sch at 12 tmrw. k best

bt still gotta wake up early though

new home so far from sch -_-

baik per.

till here

tc lovelies!

2010-08-22T15:11:00.002+08:00

Been a long time since i update my blog. but wat for rite. nobody gonna read it niwaes. its just rotting.

eversince sec sch days ended i just dun bother to update my blog.

theres notin much to update.
just e normal everyday routines.

btw, i've moved hse. jurong west.
i miss bkt panjang thou.
i miss alighting at cck, taking the LRT home.
i miss greenridge shopping centre.

well time pass by.
we shud not hold on to old memories.
by holding on to it how will we create new memories rite?
heh. yea..

im addicted to kpop now.
can say that im a huge fangirl now. lol
hahah. k stop. bye ppl

What do you think about formspring.me so far?

2010-07-11T20:46:00.001+08:00

its repeating qn. im getting boredddd

Ask Me anything

If you could have an endless supply of any food, what would you get?

2010-06-30T21:51:00.001+08:00

creme brulee. i loike. my fav!

Ask Me anything

If you could attend any concert, what would it be?

2010-06-24T18:56:00.001+08:00

SS3. im saving up money. Hope i cud attend! bt my frens all dun wan go. am i suppose to go alone?

Ask Me anything

If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?

2010-06-24T11:57:00.001+08:00

cho kyuhyun!!! heh

Ask Me anything

What's the longest you've ever gone without a bath or shower?

2010-06-23T16:51:00.003+08:00

max. arnd 2 days? lol. lazy. but only that one time ok.

Ask Me anything

Who's your favorite musician?

2010-06-23T16:51:00.001+08:00

Super Junior K.R.Y. i love their voice.

Ask Me anything

What YouTube video made you laugh recently?

2010-06-23T16:50:00.001+08:00

video of eunhyuk from super junior. making a mistake in his radio show. he was suppose to pronounce Party In The USA. instead he pronounced it as Party In The Yoosa. lol.

Ask Me anything

If you could master one skill what would it be?

2010-06-23T16:48:00.001+08:00

Mad guitar skills can?

Ask Me anything

What's the origin of your name?

2010-06-23T00:34:00.001+08:00

Not sure, but the meaning of my name means, the sound of a melodious flute. hahhaa.

Ask Me anything

If you could have a super power, what would it be?

2010-06-23T00:33:00.001+08:00

Teleportation. Easy to travel. can travel anytime and anywhere.

Ask Me anything

If you could only listen to one song for the next month, which would it be?

2010-06-23T00:31:00.001+08:00

Shake It Up - Super Junior. One word. AWESOME.

Ask Me anything

What's your biggest phobia?

2010-06-23T00:27:00.001+08:00

Deep Water as long as it have depth and theres water in it. Eg: Swimming Pool, Sea, Ocean

Ask Me anything

What website do you spend the most time on?

2010-06-23T00:26:00.001+08:00

sapphirepearls.com. only ELF will know. heh

Ask Me anything

How many languages do you speak?

2010-06-23T00:24:00.001+08:00

Sadly, only 2. pathetic ritee.. tell me about it. Eng and my mother tongue language, malay.

Ask Me anything

If you could have a super power, what would it be?

2010-06-23T00:21:00.001+08:00

Teleportation. Can travel anywhere, anytime, anywhere.

Ask Me anything

Would you rather own a luxury yacht or a private jet?

2010-06-23T00:19:00.001+08:00

Private Jet. Since i get Seasick easily. A yacht is a no-no. im scared of the ocean/pool.

Ask Me anything

When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

2010-06-23T00:15:00.001+08:00

every kid once to be a teacher or doctor wen small rite. but as time goes by, it changes, and we wud ask ourselves what we REALLY want in life. I wan to be a Sound Producer, dun tink its gonna happen. Aiming to be Graphic Designer or Photographer.

Ask Me anything

What was your favorite year?

2010-06-23T00:12:00.001+08:00

2007. best and awesome year ever.

Ask Me anything

If you had your own talk show, who would your first three guests be?

2010-06-23T00:10:00.001+08:00

my 3 fav members of super junior can? Kyuhyun, ryeowook and eunhyuk. heheheheh

Ask Me anything

If you won a $1,000 shopping spree for any store, which store would you pick?

2010-06-23T00:08:00.001+08:00

Nike. Please and thank you. =)

Ask Me anything

Who was your first crush?

2010-06-23T00:06:00.001+08:00

During my Sec times. a classmate of mind. bt its freakin lame. the real 1st crush wud be during sec 3. he's a senior. fell in love at 1st sight. hahaha

Ask Me anything

If you could have the starring role in one movie what would it be?

2010-06-23T00:05:00.001+08:00

Attack On The Pin Up Boys. hahah. Super Junior acted on that one. hahahaa.

Ask Me anything

What's your dream car?

2010-06-23T00:03:00.001+08:00

mini cooper. haha. bt its freakin expensive. mazda rx8 will do. bt its expensive as well. hahhaa.

Ask Me anything

2010-06-18T22:10:00.003+08:00

not been updating the blog lately.
been real busy lately.
besides... seems like no one is reading my blog anymore
it seems so dead to me.
tagboard not updated.
din receive any new tags.
k wateva.

and twitter doesnt seem to work in blogger anymore.
wonder why.

many assignments received during holidays.
finishing it up next wk..

andddddddd.
SUPER SHOW 3 will be in singapore!!!
awesome huh.
saving up money in hoping i cud come.
i have to come!
its a must. its something that i waited for ages.
can see my evil magnae kyu and eternal magnae wookie!
awesome.
haah.
k shuddup.
aite till here

tc lovelies.

2010-05-15T14:29:00.003+08:00

Sch has been awesome lately. IXD 1 is an awesome class.
but nothing beats my sec times.
nothing beats 4N3' 08 & 5N3'09.
well maybe cos sec mates known em for like 3 to 5 yrs.
Ixd 1 only knew em fr arnd a few wks now

din attend tutorials and lectures on tue and wed.
had fever 1st, drowsy, lastly diarrhoea.
gotten stomach flu. cudnt move fr 2 days.
so bored. bt a good time to rest.

just 2 days and i miss a lot. i have no idea wat to do fr assignments
classmates explained, bt nt fully explain. i still cant understand.
i try to catch up next wk.

lastly..
im in love wit KPOP!
awesoommeeee.
thank u very much to khalisah, my 11 yr old niece fr introducing kpop to me
and its awesome-ness. now im addicted to it and cant live without it!! dammit.
the guys in KPOP are just so gorgeous ok! haha

Super Junior and SHINee are a few that captured my attention
at 1st for me, i dun give a damn to super junior cos it consist of too many members. 13 members dat is. bt aft watching their variety shows, im in love wit this grp. so funny and hyper.
kyuhyun, ryeowook & eunhyuk grabbed my attention definitely.
they are cute. eunhyuk is hilarious.
ryeowook is just too cute ok.
kyuhyun is e one that is silent, bt once he speaks up, hes remarks cud bring laughter to ppl.

as fr SHINee, i love em eversince i saw em at lot 1.
Onew the dubu leader is hot and cute.
the oldest seems to be the one that is so playful.

cos of that one trip, it opens my heart to KPOP
SHINee hello baby is awesome. the way they took care of a 4 yr old child is funny
at e same time heartwarming. the last ep where dey had to apart from the child aft arnd 3 mths of taking care of em just simply put tears in my eye.

in my opinion, KPOP and our very own local talent is miles apart.
Kpop is known worldwide. and they create such a huge impact.
kpop is interesting maybe cos they had many variety shows where fans are able to get to know em better. and dey have many boybands and girlbands with different personalities

bt our local talent... hmm i dunno, mostly are solos, so doesnt stand out that well.
they dun have their own variety shows where fans are able to know bout em.
hmmm.
k watever..

until e next postttt....
till here.
tc lovelies!

2010-01-27T15:07:00.002+08:00

Gettin a spot at NYP is actually better den nothin.
yea. i mean, some of my frens, their JAE is unsuccessful.
come to tink of it. im really thatttt lucky..

eventhou im a lil bit disapointed & upset,
1stly, i wanted SP so much, eversince entering that sec sch
2ndly, nt many that i knew gt NYP.

bt hey, i'll made more frens at NYP, my class, my design course.
that is a definitely. at least i knew some of em that is goin NYP,
like zarifah, rozai & xin yi.

yea. many are posted to NP & RP, and some SP.
its ok. i love my course. just needs time, to adjust to new environment,
and travelling time. come to tink of it, it really is not thaaaattttt tooo farrrr.

so, made up my mind, nt gonna appeal.
wat for right ? i gt the course that i want, and a poly is enuf.

and, im gonna work extra hard once sch starts.
cant wait to see NYP. and experience digital media design (interaction design)
its gonna be awesome!

tc lovelies!

2010-01-14T13:23:00.002+08:00

All i ever wanted was to prove to my mum that i cud do better.
all this while i've been such a lazybum, always being reprimanded by her.

all i ever wanted was to do better than my sisters.
cos it seems that she's always in favour of em.

well that was the reason why i broke into tears at e school hall
i broke down. disappointed.
wat i wanted din come true.

wateva.
move on

2010-01-12T19:06:00.002+08:00

and wat a bummer.
frgt to snap a pic of my art ppr 1.
well din tot that it wud gain me a b3.
hais. regrets

onli manage to capture my art ppr 2 which isn't that gd enuf. im pissed off.
i wan to keep it as memories.
and i need it as my portfolio.
k wateva.

2010-01-12T18:43:00.003+08:00

Ok. O levels results was out ystd. 11/1/2010.
i'll rmb the date forever.

Not really satisfied wit my results actually.
but yea. i'll take it. gd enuf.
at least able to apply to poly

aim fr 16. but gt a 19. short of 3 points.
dammit.

Eng C6
Maths B4
Combined Humans B4
Sci (phy/chem) C5
Art B3
Malay A2

onli proud of my my art, humans and malay.
disappointed wit e rest. hais.

well move on..
Music & Audio Tech is a no go
goodbye being a sound producer/composer.
im sad enuf. hmm.
in e 1st place, its impossible also. 11 points.
damn.

well. opt for digital media in SP.
Hope i'll get in.

time to start a new chapter in my life sn

getting the results is just the beginning.
next obstacle is whether im able to get into the course that i want
After that is the real challenge. Facing the world outside.

Time to look on a brighter side of life
Im lucky enuf to be able to make it.
so no tears. lets just embrace it ok.

tc lovelies!

2009-11-22T18:39:00.000+08:00

What hurts the most, Was being so close, And havin' so much to say, And watchin' you walk away....

2009-11-22T17:35:00.004+08:00

boredom. boredom. boredom
i miss TPrawks. awesome experience ever..
din expect it to be so awesome actually.
had a hell lot of fun.

grad nite was aite.
went back early. wanted to watch NurKasih.

heh. k aite

niwaes, TPrawks gonna have a gathering
on 5 dec. maybe attending.
its at sentosa.
not sure whether im allowed to go or not.
but i do wanna go.
sounds fun & plus, gotta meet the rest of em.
miss em lots lah!

planned an outing wit Fafa & asri, to have lunch at pizza hut,
bowling, movies, karaoke.

not sure wen either.
seems that all of us are busy wit our own stuff.
and. i decided to go on a diet.
i wanna try to lose some weight, before comin to sch on jan 2010.
hehehe. mcm phm!

k wateva.
just so nervous fo upcoming results
wonder what the outcome will be

Im torned bet. SP & TP.
which one to choose.
TP is located too far. but i fell in love wit TP already.
the people are so awesome there.
so welcoming.. love em!!

SP on the other hand.
nearer to my hse.
but no offence, went there for SP experience.
but the people are so not that kecohrable like TP is.
in other words, quite boring lahh..
heh

watever, let results do the talking later.
and then i will choose.
k lah ppl
chiaos.

tc lovelies!

2009-11-12T21:27:00.003+08:00

something is so wrong wit singapore.
why the heck is that faizal isa still in spore idol???!!
top 5 summore..

thnk god duane is out.

its time to wake up singapore!
dun make him the singapore idol
spore will suffer that way
if he represents spore in times to come,
it shows how spore talent is so limited

please. the real talent here is actually tabby, sylvia & sezairi.
charles, not bad.. but faizal is worse.
i tink some that got eliminated deserves a spot in top 5
like nurul, her vocals are awesomeee..

just wake up. listen. dun just judge by his looks!
i believe that spore will make the right decisions. =)

2009-11-11T18:38:00.009+08:00

i tink im gonna miss wana mly food.. goshh
today marks the last day we entered ZSS.

eyy. actually no, grad nite, results release
but y'all get wat i mean riteee..

lets walk down memory lane shall weeeeee. =D

Sec 3 ITE AMK

SEC 2 racial harmony

Sec 5, Mt intensive

Sec 5 teachers day, eventhou some left, dey still came back.. =D

Sec 4

sec 4

Sec 5

sec 3 phy class, i rmb Mr yosef.

Sec 3, we saw this mly wedding dias, we snap pics..

Sec 2, CIP, collecting newspapers. sempat sey amek gmb!

SEC 2

wow, i tink im gonna cry soon.. lols
all this memories, are really important to me, im gonna cherish for the rest of my life
it marks my complete secondary education for 5 years
thnks to those that became a part of my memory
i wont forget u guys! 1n2, 2n2, 3n3, 4n3,5n3..

i've changed as well, from long hair, became short hair. heh k.

and i miss 5N3 already, the laughter we had. fond memories yaa.
those memories still remain etched deep in my heart, even awannnn, TA & all that. wth. k

aite ppl. til here tc.

Loves, Myrra

2009-11-05T19:12:00.005+08:00

O levels unofficially over. except for sci ppr 1 nxt wk. on wed.
dats wen aft that i'll get to enjoy.

cant wait to go out wit cuz nad and sleep at her hse.
been a long time since we went out wit each other.

not forgetting, going out wit asri and fafa as well

theres too many on the list of wat im gonna do once exams are over

butttttttttttt
not too satisfied wit one i've done so far.
felt that, i cud've done better
just like wat i did for some of the mock pprs.
kaysss wateva.
move on gal...

results on Jan 2010.
scareddd!!

tot that just wanted to post random pics.
here goes.
chiaos ppl!

2009-08-19T17:52:00.002+08:00

Lets keep this short and simple..

MT O level results was released today at 145.
gotten an A2.
so excited!!
hard work finally paid off.
i was overwhelmed wit tears as soon as i heard my name being called.

first & foremost, thnks to ckg mis & ckg aiman as well.
thnks to ckg mis for guiding us during the MT intensive.
its bcos of u, that im able to attain such good marks.

ckg aiman as well, MT teacher, that taught us as well.
eventhough sometimes, u can be a lil bit fierce or someting, but its ok.
thnks to u as well.

can't help but to reminisce back the 2 wks MT intensive.
mock pprs done, i always get a c5, d7, highest, b3.
im just so excited

congrats to those that got distinction as well
total of 6, frm 5N. im proud of us!!

heh. and to those that got B3, B4, C5 dun give up, try again.
concentrate on other subjects.
B3 is gd enuf, its not the end of the world ritee??
so cheer up yea.

till here
tc lovelies!

2009-08-13T16:45:00.002+08:00

Manusia memiliki mimpi, ada yang mengejar dan mewujudkannya
Humans have dreams, some go for it and make it a reality

ada yang mengundur dan membuangnya
while some retreat, and just throws it away

ada pula yang diam dan hanya menyimpannya sepanjang sisa hidupnya
and there's this last type of humans, that just stays in silence and just don't say about it for the rest of his life

Dan aku adalah manusia yang terakhir itu
and i am that last type of humans

Tidak ada Pertemuan yang abadi
there's no acquaintance that last forever

Manusia Berubah
People change

Sebagai manusia, kita harus belajar untuk meneruskan hidup
As humans, we have to learn to move on with life

Perubahan ialah sesuatu yang tidak dapat dihindari dalam hidup.
Change is an inevitable part of everyones life

arnd 2 more mths left
and im so not ready to leave my sec sch life.
im afraid of changes.
but on the other side, i do wan to leave this sec life for gd...

2009-08-08T19:21:00.005+08:00

Watched Sama Ma Suka (SMS) , rent the dvd.
one word. awesooommeeee. cool movie plot.
and the guys are hott lahh.
but, the movie plot was exactly the same as a bollywood movie, Dostana. exactly the same.
i recommend those fans of indo movies, do watch it. hilarious.
the dialogues are simply fuunnnyy.

and. i cant believe xabi alonso, moved to real madrid.
wth.. gesss. annoyed much.
k wateva.

andddddddddd
tmrws the day..
im suppose to pack my bags for tmrw.
but later..
im just so anxious and excited for tmrw.

and and and.
regarding my hands rashes thingy,
i know wats the cause of it now.
bed bugs..
yea.. mum found it while cleaning.
and can say dat im rather freaked out.
hehs. but everythings clean now.

and im hooked to SleeQ's ClassiQ songs. geessss. k wateva..

and prelims almost done.
Mdm howe said dat my class did badly for Geog.
onli a few passes.
OMG! hais..

and to add on, last fri National Days Celebration was boring.
no concert. celebrate at class.
class was awesome. only 10 turn up.
but fun. we play 007, 369. forfeit, shout "i love singapore"
outside the class corridor.
Mdm howe was laughing as well.
had lotsa fun. videos was aite.
the funny thing is dat, the NDP parade was recorded on tape.
like wth. the sch precaution measures for H1N1 is like so annoying.
i hope teachers day wont be like dis, *fingers crossed for a concert to be held

k la ppl
till here
tc lovelies!

2009-08-04T18:50:00.003+08:00

Prelims just started ystd.
therefore, im really busy dis few days studying & revising my works.
dat contributes to why i have not been updating dis few days.

found an effective way of learning. thanks to NURUL JANNAH.
heh. really effective. but makes me sleepy a lil bit lah. heh.

updates
- mon EL ppr was..... danggg... difficult. but manageable.
-tue Maths ppr 1 & geog. quite ok. but maths, no time.
-wed maths ppr 2 & chem
- thur ss
- fri sat sun mon tue. relax, or shud i say, revising time
- excited for sun, sleepover at JB, cuz Nad's vacation hse. whole
fam gonna be there. but cud not watch JONAS, the new tv show. nehminds.
-spore idol starts on 9 august. yessah!!
- mon back home, revising for phy
-wed phy ppr
- thur sci prac
- fri phy & chem ppr 1
END OF PRELIM
s
tress doesnt end there. studying continues, prepare for upcoming O's
niwaes,
-bought raya clothing. excited
-but could not enjoy dat much.
-fasting starts in mid august. dat is soonn..excited
-sept hari raya.
-oct O's starts.

after much calculating.
it seems dat im left arnd 2 mnths. OMG!!!!
paniccccc.. but i cant wait for everything to be over & done.
and then its time to enjoy... but gonna be stress again when results comes out..danggg..

and i bought Jonas Brothers new album - Lines, Vines & Trying Times. one word...AWESOME!
songs were great. such talented brothers.
and i bought SleeQ's ClassiQ. Awesome as well. such talented people. awesome local talents.
and. and. and. and. anugerah results today.
hope hydir & sarah Aqilah made it. *fingers crossed

till here ppl
tc lovelies!

2009-07-09T17:05:00.003+08:00

Mt Oral was lanc@#$%^&*!$%^&&**&%bai!
so pissed off wit myself.
screwed oral real baddddd.

reading part was ok.
butttt.
conversation was. lanc@#$%^&**&^%$#@@bai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

regarding teenagers.
actually its quite easy.
but im too nervous.
ends up.
i stammer lots of times.
i stopped to think veryyyyy longg..
i blabbered stuff dat din makes sense.
i just say anything that comes to my mind.
basically, it doesnt make any sense at all.
OMG!!

seriously im pissed off with myself.
but the examiner helped a lot by giving supports and smiled.
but the way she answered to my answers, seems like my ans were...hmmm.. how do i say it?
like...isnt dat gd....?

hais.

i cried on the way out actually.
danggg.
why oh why.
pls.. hope eng oral wont be like dis.
hais..

im outta here.
toodles.

2009-07-06T20:28:00.001+08:00

im running out of ideas for my art compositions.
all my ideas are drained out.
HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
the deadline is drawing near. and like lots more to go.
left with 3 more compos.
2nd canvas still needs to be done.
hais...
stressssssssss

2009-07-05T15:22:00.005+08:00

Before i forget.
here are the pics for jassy's bdae party.
on the 27 june.

just snap few pics.
just too lazy to snap pics lah.
party was ok.
theres sup tulang. awesome!! fav okeyy..

i tot theres sleeq.
but no, dey din turn up i guess.
niwaes. had fun playing games wit frens.
like concentration, 007 and the woots thingy..heh.
met last year peeps. said, hady asri ayu shida.
some of em turn up on the fri night.
well dey din turn up on the bdae party on sat.
so din get to see em.
nehminds.

okok. here are the pics.

just snap a few.
sis fetch at 11 plus.
ayu & shida tagged along.
the rest went off as well.

2009-07-05T15:17:00.003+08:00

Its Sunday. Thnk GOD theres no sch tmrw..
spend my weekends at home and spending time on art.
i have like one more day to complete the 8 boards.
its such a hassle to gather info for the artist statement & artist reference.
streess. i can go nuts..

niwaes..
meeting up with Fafa tmrw.
miss her lots lah.

sch resumed as per normal.
tot that they gonna extend fr 1 wk.
but nooo.
so, lessons per normal.
evryday theres like tonnes & tonnes of hwks.
gees.
like 5 wks to prelim.
like 2 to 3 mths to O's.
so fcuking stress.

nxt wk is Mt Oral.
so nervous.
and guess wat, im the last candidate for the orals.
dats makes me even more nervous.
i rather be the 1st to take. and get everything done & over with.
oh wells.. wateva.

aites gtg now.
gotta continue with art. and my 2nd canvas.
gees. deadline for art is 3rd wk of july.
hais..

toodles.

2009-06-25T23:47:00.003+08:00

received phonecall frm mdm howe ystd.
like arnd 1o plus in the morn'.
like hello. i was still busily snoring away.
disturb my wonderful sleeppp onliiii.

niwaes, sis picked up and said its frm a fren of mine.
i wonder who ? haha. turns out to be mdm howe.
hhaha. fren... ya riteeee..
niwaes, its regarding mon and also asked whether i went holidays or wat.
and mon starts at 740am. pffftttt..
dangggg.
why the hell did dey change it to 740 ? damnnn. k wateva.

niwaes.
2 more days to jassy's bdae party.
excited. anxious. meeting fellow frens on sat again. miss them lots.
the party will be held at pasir ris costa sands.

andddddd.
i heard Sleeq's gonna be there as well.
makes me even more excited.
heh.
but i'll be there until arnd 11pm.

oh wells...
half-way done wit maths hwk.
left 3 more vectors qn and off to set D ? the graph thingy.

phy.. 2 more wksht..

hais, persevereeee!!!!

till here
tc lovelies!

2009-06-22T17:33:00.003+08:00

Just random pics of dearest nephew afiq anzarie.
how fast time flies and hes already 1 mth plus old.
some times i lose my sleep due to this lil guy here.
he cries at night arnd 1 am, i wud woke up and din manage to get back to sleep.
but hey, dats wat babies do. so everyone in my hse had to endure.
haha.
ok lah.
till here..

2009-06-22T17:15:00.006+08:00

Here are the long waited pics for Mr Mazri's & Ms Loh's Wedding
Wedding was awesome. FOODS awesome. KOMPANG awesome.
To sum it up everything was awesome. Had a blast.

In addition to that, Mr Mazri also took the opportunity to remind us abt phy hwks.
damnnnnn.. hahaha..
ok dats all.

2009-06-18T17:40:00.002+08:00

My insomnia is indeed getting worse.
tried to sleep at 10 plus ystd. ended up sleeping at arnd 12 plus.
and den woke up arnd 2. wats wrong with meee???!!!!!
danggggg..

art had to finish pasting by tmrw.
like wtf ? the deadline is actually arnd august.
but teacher dragged it forward due to she cant be arnd at sch on aug.

so im panicking.
onli finished wit 4 boards. like 3 more to go.. hais.
im stuck with compositions. my ideas are all drained out.
damnn..

mly oral prac just now was alright.
the qns given not dat bad.
quite easy. the only prob is dat, im not able to translate the words frm eng to mly.
ended up thinking like for a few secs. but just gave it shot.
got 30/40. not that happy thou. cos theres some other that got higher den me.
dangggg.

hwks are stacking up as well.
hais. schs gonna reopen soon.
2 wks of june holidays packed with all the remedials.
deres like no other time for me to revise on other subject.
as i had to focus on art.
hais.

tmrw, art.
9am to 12pm.
doing 2nd canvas.
i have no idea for my 2nd canvas.
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

photos for Mr mazri & Ms Nafisah will be posted soon.
just waiting for shida to send the pics.

i guess till here.
tc lovelies!

2009-06-13T23:29:00.003+08:00

watched across the universe just now.
gotten me addicted to the beatles song again..

din quite get wats the movie abt actually.
just wanted to watch it cos of the songs.
anyhoosss..

tmrw going to Mr Mazri's and Ms Loh's wedding
made plans wit jassy, ayu asri as well as wei ling
to meet em tmrw.
cant wait to meet em!
its been a long time..

niwaes.
i'll update abt the wedding tmrw or mon yea..
till here

tc lovelies!

2009-06-10T22:56:00.002+08:00

its almost 11pm. i got sch tmrw.
and im not sleeping yet.
oh wells a while later den i sleep.
art tmrw. gosh..

niwaes.
updates for the last few days.

Sun
went to cousin's wedding at johor.
dad rent a car.
and the johor uncle fetch us at home.
woke up early arnd 7 plus.
just like going off to sch. heh.
car reached at 930. and off we go.
stucked in a jam for 2 hrs.
reached at the wedding hall at arnd 12 ?
lots of my relatives were there as well.
the food was awesome. thumbs up!
yea the most important thing in a wedding function
for me is definitely the food!
if the food is awesome. den i am satisfied..hehehe.

niwaesss..
my two bros tagged along dis time round.
other two sisters cudnt make it.
2nd sis had soccer. 1st sis, just given birth. so cudnt go out yet..
the atmosphere there was awesome.
but so hot lahh deyy!
wateva.
so yada-yada-yada.
ended at 5 plus.

den went off to cousin Nad's house.
it was awesome! so huge!
swimming pool was ready and everything.
her room is red in color!! cant wait to actually sleep at her hse once its ready.
den aft dat, off to Jusco Bukit Indah and did some shopping..
reached home at arnd 1130pm.
tireddd..

Mon
early in the morn' had ss remedial.
i actually passed my MYE. but still, i wan to learn more. =) (nak step rajin)
but was sleepy. due to the previous day lah.
niwaes. learn new things.
cud say dat 4E's are somehow a bunch of childish people. only a few of dem la
at one look dey look mature. bt den again.. proved to be im totally wrong!
k wateva.
ended at arnd 1230pm.

gotten msg frm jannah.
met her and watch Hannah Montana the movie.
awesome movie, for those that are fans of Hannah Montana.
watched it for the 2nd time actually.. not bad.
Jannah & me were the noisiest ppl there of cos.
we laughed like crazy ppl.
haha. but fun.
i was excited for some reasons, which i cudnt mention of cos.
frm there we laughed like crazy ppl. hehs.

den we bought dis keychains.
for a moment, it was chaotic wen we were choosing the letter for it.
it took us quite a long time just to think which letter shud we buy.
i made the longest decision.
haah.
went off at arnd 7 plus.

Tue.
had SP experience.
awesome!! i rate it 5/5
performance was the best.
the learning journey thingy was good as well.
mine was grp E which is, digital media & infocomm tech.
went to Music & audio technology.
dey taught us to create our own music beats and stuff.
coolness. the com gt music keyboard lah seyy.. cool or wat ?
haha.
den aft dat wen to recording studio.
wow, got the feel of being a singer for once.
we recorded our voices. but just simple verses.
haha. doesnt show vocal range at alll..
but i had so much fun.
right now. im reconsidering to apply for Direct Poly Admission.
im really interested in this course. but i have a few doubts.
i'll think abt it further..

at 5 went back to auditorium
performance by sheikh haikel.
he was fcuking hilarious! i was laughing my head offf.
hahha
the performance was all abt hip hop.
showing us all kinds of hip hop stuff
rapping, b-boying, dancing, turn-tableism and more.
i like the rapping part, as well as the break-dancing thingy.
thumbs up.
felt like getting up frm my seat. and joined them to dance. (mcm phm!)
haha. seriously an awesome performance...

wed
din do much today.
skipped Maths test.
lazy..
went for art at 1 plus.
did my art.
received my 8 piece board.
have to start pasting soon.
still a lot more dat need to be done.
hais.
tired.
tmrw & fri art frm 9am to 5pm..dammnnnn

den on 17 june MT oral mass lecture.
oh my.. combined againn.. i dun likkeeee!!!
oh wells wateva..

aites ppl.
till here.
tc lovelies!

2009-06-10T18:38:00.002+08:00

http://russelites.blogspot.com/search/label/American%20Idol%208

Adam Lambert actually confess dat he really is gay!
geee. i tot ppl are just making up stories.
but it turns out to be true.
well Adam lambert himself confessed it

Adam Lambert finally confirms his sexuality in the new issue of Rolling Stone (on stands tomorrow).

"I don't think it should be a surprise for anyone to hear that I'm gay," the American Idol runner-up says.

"I'm proud of my sexuality," continues the rocker, who was photographed holding hands with interior designer Drake LaBry earlier this month. "I embrace it. It's just another part of me."

But Lambert, 27, from San Diego -- who performed Sam Cooke's "A Change Is Gonna Come" on the Idol finale -- says he's not the poster boy for gay rights.

"I'm trying to be a singer, not a civil rights leader," he tells RS contributor Vanessa Grigoriadis.

Lambert admits that he was nervous about coming out while Idol was still on the air because contestants are under a media embargo, and he wanted to do it on his "own terms." (He also says producers were open to him handling it however he wanted to.)

"I was worried that [coming out] would be so sensationalized that it would overshadow what I was there to do, which was sing," Lambert tells the mag. "I'm an entertainer, and who I am and what I do in my personal life is a separate thing. It shouldn't matter. Except it does. It's really confusing."

Lambert credits the FOX reality show with helping him gain self confidence.

"I finally checked into my self-worth for the first time in my life, and the fact that it coincided with Idol is so sweet," he says. "I mean, I still have moments where I think, 'Oh, my skin is terrible, and I'm a little fat -- I should really go to the gym more.' But for the most part, when I look in the mirror now, I finally see somebody who can do something cool."

credits to : http://russelites.blogspot.com/

but i dun give damn whether he is gay or not.
wats more important is his music.
his music touches ppl's soul mannn!!

him being gay is his personal life.
its up to him. its his life.
well.. watever it is.. i still wud support his music!!!

2009-06-09T22:02:00.003+08:00

This feeling hurts mannnnn..
i tink hes taken.
well is he ?
but for sure..
hes heart is with someone else.
i tink i shud back off.
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..................
but how do i ????

2009-06-05T10:10:00.003+08:00

Going off for Geog later..
danggg. im tiredd..

ystd sci camp was ok.
tot chem was 1st. turns out to be phy 1st.
Abg John din tell us ..
So, Bio students made their way back home.

Phy was ok.
did some experiments.
which i got full marks.
yay-me!
aft dat did MYE test.
Mr Mazri din tell us there's a test.
it was a surprise test.
k wateva.

aft dat went lunch..
yada-yada-yada.

chem.
was ok..
it was fun..

i was a few mins late.
bt not dat late la.
so it was a tiring walk up the stairs.
since we were like rushing.
and i was shouting downstairs.
i din know that my voice is dat loud.
lols.

as soon as i step in the class.
Mr Ang was like laughing.

"wa azmira, ur voice so loud.
frm sec 3 u change a lot.
suddenly as u go to sec 5 ur voice
become louder & louder"
he was laughingggggg.

i was like. ok.. wow i din know that my voice is dat loud
untill he cud hear it like 3 storeys high ?
haha. k wateva.

it was fun lah.
while doing the pprs
dat yahya and rozai was cracking up jokes.
i was laughing maddd..

ended early arnd 315.
went home.
buttt..
while i was making my way out of the sch.
i heard someone called me.
i turned.
i tot some teacher..
turns out to be Eudy.
she said got leftover food at lib.
well..wen it comes to foooddddd.
i cant say noooooo..
hhehe.
so, i take 1 pack of chicken rice.

and finally make my way back home sweet home...
so basically dats it..
------------------------------------------------------

*note to self
8 June - SS Study Camp
9 to 12 am

9 June - SS Experience

10 June - Math camp test

10, 11 & 12 June -
Art..Art..Art..
oh GOSH!

14 June -
Mr Mazri & Miss Loh Wedding.
which, my whole class is invited..
yessah!

17 & 18 June -
MT Oral Practice

and

*Hwks.

Math - 2 sets of wksht
Phy - 2 Sets of wksht
SS - SBQ
Chem - study camp wksht.

wow..
alot!
k i try my best.

till here ppl.
tc lovelies!

2009-06-03T17:03:00.002+08:00

Dunno why dis morn' i felt so paranoid. agitated. wateva.
felt as if theres butterfly in my stomach.
i wonder why.
damnnn. felt as if somethings not rite.

i suddenly miss my last year frens.
wonder how they're doin at their ITE.
i miss those times where we wud eat together at kopitiam.
doing our art & stuff...

damnnn.. i miss those days where we laugh & shout together.
sing together in class.
I miss those times we eat together during recess time.
such a big grp....

i miss dat time where we Break-Fast together at Far East Plaza.
where we took pics and cudnt see SAID's FACE.. Flashlight din work either..hehe

To sum it up..
i miss my 4N3 08 like a lottttttttt!!!
isnt anyone planning any gathering or something???
dangg. but most of all i miss Jassy, Ayu, Fafa, Asri, those mly boys.
haissssssssss...
5N3 09 is so bored without u guys to crack up all those lame jokes..
hais....

and i suddenly craving for Starbucks Vanilla Frappe
as well as Mcd's Oreo cheescake..
not forgetting..
SUSHI!!!!!!!

anyone wanna accompany me ???!!!
k random..

till here.

tc lovelies.

2009-06-01T17:32:00.006+08:00

Finally done & over with.
i can heave a sigh of relief...
bt cant be too happy soon..
i have other subjects to worry abt..
especially sci & art.

tmrw got artttttttttttttttttt....
and 2 wks in a row, other subjects will come in as welll..
im so dead beatttttttttttt....
danggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

MT ppr...
hmmm. actually, i think quite easy.

buttttttttttt.......
most probably i screwed it.

PPR 1. totally cnfrm plus chop screwed it.
i felt like wat i wrote is quite irrelevant.
i hope i din screwed dat ppr dat badddd..
*crossed fingers*
but hey, i did my very best

well. lets just wait fr august.
but definitely not gonna Ace dat ppr.
dammit..

went off to grnridge wit jannah, lydia & some other N1 chi ppl.
quite hilarious lah actually.. we laugh non stop.
regarding something.
dangg. funnehhh..

the funny part was wen we wanted to ordered the food.
we were like so shy or something cos theres the 4E guys.
well.. wat to do.. haha.
as sn as dey went off, lydia & me quickly like in a sudden ordered the food.
dunno wat got into us..
hahahha..
wateva..

we talked and laughed like crazy ppl at kopitiam.
haha. lol. bt fun indeed lah..

received msg frm Nad while i wanted to ordered the food.
i was shocked. speechless. i called her. and she said its just nothing.
i guess everything is fine..

den aft dat, went off at arnd 2 plus ?
went back home aft dat.

i guess till here.
tc lovelies!

2009-05-30T13:34:00.008+08:00

2 wks of MT intensive finally ended.
glad cos no more goin back home late.
& sad at the same time ( bcos of some reason, jannah u shud know.. hehh. )

niwaes, im worried, even numerous MT intensive given, bt my marks still din improve much.
even gt some D7 & C5. hais.. mira..mira.. tsk3...

improved on ppr 2. bt nt fr ppr 1. 37 siak!!!!!
dat is awfullllllllllllllllllllllll.

niwaes, 100 thnks to ckg mis fr giving us dat helping hand.
it means alot, and cud say dat, i improved on ppr 2.
terima kasih byk2 ckg mis!

just now only went thru previous mock pprs and hwks.
end at 1230. head off to air rifle range.
for some survey thingy and tchers to have their final say.
and, ckg ahmad said some prayers.
actually i felt like crying.
haha. its like aft 2 wks of enduring the stress & our hard work
as well as tchers hard work.
finally came to this one moment.
one final blow.
MONDAY.

it reminisce back my 2 wks in a new learning environment
nice knowing all the 4E's.
well fr sure im gonna keep those memories.
those laughing moments wit ckg mis and all..
once again.. thnks a lot ckg mis!

* * *

Ystd, gotten rprt books.
as soon as i got my rprt books.
Abg John said, "im disappointed in u azmira, you have gone down the drain"
well i was just speechless. and smiled at him.
he shook his head..
well, i was so crushed wen he said dat. dammnn. am i dat bad ??
felt like breaking into tears wen i saw those devastating results.
disappointinggggggggggg.
i broke my promise yet again on doin well fr MYE.
History is repeating itself. Just like wat i did last year.
But dat time im lucky enuf to make it thru. N level is 100 times different den O's.
N's chicken feet lah deyyy... heh..
niwaes...

Rite now, im promising myself yet again to do well fr prelims.
i have to.. its the only way fr me to gauge how O's standard is like.
and how well am i doing..
i need to take prelims really serious dis time round.
i dun wanna make the same mistakes dat i did.
Well..only time will tell.
I'll try my best not to procrastinate any further.

June hols, im so gonna be mugging fr the 1st time in my life.
its time to take action on my behaviour lately.
i wan to achieve my dream of goin Singapore Poly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just persevere for a few months..
Just a few more laps left in this race.
I'll make the final lap the best one i ever had.

Insyallah..

k lahh.
till here..
tc lovelies!

2009-05-24T17:51:00.006+08:00

Schs gonna continue as per usual tmrw.
numerous mt intensive.. im so stress okeyyyy...

art canvas had to handed up on tue.
OH MY.. where the heck shud i find time to finish it up.
oh wells wateva.

* * *

watch AI finale on wed & thurs.
results was disappointing.
i really wanted adam lambert to win.
hes vocals are much more awesome in compared to kris allen's.
Kris allen dun even suppose to be in top 2.
Allison iraheta shud be the one.
oh wells.
wat is past is past.
moving oonnnnnnnnn..........

* * *

din get to sleep well dis few days either.
im suffering frm INSOMNIA......dangggg ittttt.

tried to sleep in early. ended up staring at the ceiling for 1 or 2 hrs.
hais.
kept tinking bout lotsa of things.
part of it was MT O levels and MT intensive danggg
i feel so pressurized. ckg mis wanted us to score an A2 fr Mly.
hais.
i tot Mly was easy to score.
bt im wrong dis time round.
it actually is hard.
1st time in my life a mock ppr i scored 26/70.
shocccckiiinggg mucccccchhh.
i just cudnt score in ppr 1. its hard okeyyyy.
ppr 2... hmmm.. it depends.
sometimes im ok with it...

andddd
part of my problems
is dis some guy
since when did i strt falling for him..
geeesssss..
i feel so annoyed.
due to this. MT intensive i wud end up yawing almost all the time.
haissss..
wateva lah...
time to wake up mira.
all you can do is admire him frm afar.

aites
till here ppl
tc lovelies!

2009-05-15T20:34:00.003+08:00

wed
aft gettin the call frm bro-in-law..
waited for mama&baba to be back home frm work.
arnd 7 plus, aft maghrib prayer, went off to thomson hosp to visit eldest sis.
so troublesome, due to the H1N1 thingy. temperature had to be taken
only 2 ppl at a time is able to visit the patients. leceh seyyyyy..

only visit for a while. sis was so tired. pity her...
nephew afiq anzarie was so cute..
im overjoyed.

and sis back home tmrw morn.
im gonna go fetch her wit dearest mama. =)

house definitely gonna be full tmrw.
ppl are surely gonna visit sis.

and...

MYE FINALLY OVER!
butttttttttttttttttttt..

Mon to wed is so gonna be tiring.
hais. nehminds..

till here den..
tc lovelies!

2009-05-13T16:15:00.001+08:00

After much waiting..
finally got the call.

MY SISTER HAS FINALLY GIVEN BIRTH
to a healthy baby boy weighing 3.69kg.

alhamdulilah syukurrr!!!

welcome to the world baby boy & most of all, welcome to the amin family!!
hehe

i am so excited.
goin to the hospital later..

chiaos..

2009-05-13T12:52:00.006+08:00

I think i totally screwed ystd math & chem pprs.
dangggg.

maths ppr 1 & 2 are equally hard.
i wonder wat marks i would attained later.. hmm.

chem, was actually easy.
as usual, i din study much fr it.
oh gosh. abg john totally gonna be mad at me....like again.
as usual he wud ask, "wat happen to u azmira"
as usual, i just keep my mouth shut and nt say anithing.
hais.

and..

ystd was suppose to be eldest sis pregnancy due date.
and guess wat. the baby is 4 kg, too big, and like difficult to come out.
so, postponed today.
sis is admitted to thomson hospital today, to induced for arnd 6 to 7 hrs.
if dat fails, she has no choice but to undergo Caesarean section. otherwise simply known as minor operation procedure. right now, i cant do anything but to just simply pray for her best.
actually dat caesarean procedure isnt bad at all. its actually alright to undergo it.

am just now waiting for her call, regarding dis.
anxious, excited, worried. overjoyed. are the words dat i cud explained right now.
im gonna be an aunty for the 2nd time!!! yessahhhhh!
heh.

niwaes..
tmrw art ppr. ... dangggggg.
3 hrs.. im so lazy..
persevere.
hais.

till here..

tc lovelies!

2009-05-10T12:08:00.001+08:00

Wishing all the mums out there a very Happy Mothers Day!
Not gonna celebrate it today thou.
Mum's gotta go to some wedding function wit dad.
bt instead, she cooked chicken rice to day. Granny was also at my home today.
so, mum decided to cook for her chicken rice.

And to my dearest Mama. wishing you a happy mothers day.
eventhou u nag alot, hey dats wat a mother suppose to do.
they did dat bcos they care for us.

thnks alot for the sacrifices dat u did.
and thnks fr bringing up ur 5 children all doing well & healthy.
sometimes, we 5 children do make u cry sometimes.
we apologise for wat we did.
seriously, i dunno wat its like if ur not arnd anymore.
and i apologise sometimes, dat i made u mad and all.
oh gosh, i felt like crying ehehe.
againnn.. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY.

wishing dis to dearest 1st sister as well.
shes giving birth soon. now its her turn to feel wat the other mums in the world feel like.

i guess till here.
tc lovelies!

“The mother loves her child most divinely, not when she surrounds him with comfort and anticipates his wants, but when she resolutely holds him to the highest standards and is content with nothing less than his best.”

-Hamilton Wright Mabie -

2009-05-08T16:36:00.005+08:00

Just few more pprs to go.
and im so dead beaaattt!!!

*note
Tue
Em p2 800-1030
Chem p3 1100-1215

wed
phy p2 1045-1200

finally thur 800-1100 ART.. dang it 3 hrs.
i tink dat might not be enuf time either.. art theres like alot to do in 3 hrs.
dammiiittttt.

1130-1230
phy/chem p1
dat shud be enuf i guess.

a lot dat needs to be done. on the weekends.
no more time for any procrastination.
art. art.art.
chem to be revised, as well as phy.

not onli dat.
rite aft MYE over, MT intensive gonna ASAP. hais.
2 wks of MT frm 8am to 5pm i guess.
OMG..
im sooooooo not ready to take my O levels MT.
hais. just gotta try dun i.

Don't let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish something stand in the way of your doing it. The time will pass anyway; we might just as well put that passing time to the best possible use. - Earl Nightingale, speaker, author -

2009-05-07T12:22:00.004+08:00

Heres the updates for the past few papers.

Mon
Eng p1/p2.
ok i guess. but not tooooo ecxited abt dis ppr.
ppr 2 was actually easy.
bt lots of the qn had to use ur own words.
so dat actually makes it hard.

Tues.
MT p1/p2.
quite ok ?
bt ppr 1 compo qns was fcuking boring.
so typical.
so i just go wit the flow.
and did abt dis compo abt sacrifice or something ?

wed
geog & maths p1.
geog was actually easy. bt i din study much. so wasttteeeddddd.
din manage to finish some of the qns either
1h30 min isnt enuf okeyy.

maths was fcuking atrocious!!!
topics dat learnt dis year onli came arnd 2 qns.
i was really hoping *cross fingers* dat vectors wud come out alot.
bt onli cam one. fcukkk.
alot dat came out was last years topic, so i din revise much.
hais nehmindss.

thurs (today)
SS
onli 1 ppr today.. yay me!
heh.
ss.. ss... ss... im overly excited abt ss.
topics dat i studied actually came out.
am just so over-joyed.
venice. thank god. venice came out.
as sn as the ppr started, without hesitation, i started doin SEQ.
=)
but i pity some of my frens dat study, iraq-kuwait, and i heard a lot of 4E
study sri lanka/northern ireland.
ahah. nehmind try during O's lah kay..

niwaes. tmrw deres no ppr.
its time to embark on my art again.
art ppr on thur.
pannniiiiccccccc!!!
lots still nid to be finished up.
color scheme, mock up, development, artist statement, artist reference...
OMG.. now dat i mention it, it seems like a lot.
hais. thur ppr is 3 hours.
tiring okey..

tue chem ppr, i nid to study, later abg john lecture again if fail. hais..

aites ppl.
till here.

tc lovelies!

2009-05-03T17:14:00.004+08:00

MYE starts like tmrw.
danggg. started revision on phy on fri. bt aft a while i shove it off aside.
hais. mira mira.. lazybum.
go to hell wit MYE.
im aiming to do well during prelims.
hais. bt i guess, i still have to do at least some revision.
later den i start off yea.

niwaes, ystd went to some wedding function.
a relative of mine.
went wit sis, bro-in-law and mummy & daddy.
the other siblings din went, cos they had something on.
2nd sis had to take care of my granny.
so gd of her.

niwaes, met alot of my relatives were there.
cuzzie nad din manage to go cos she had to work.
and, chat wit some of the relatives there as well.
i cud say, quite fun indeed.
bt most of it was bcos of my sis.
cos she was pregnant. and her due date is like 2 more weeks.
and guess wat, her due date is during one of my besties bdae.
jannah. 12 may as well. wow. coincidence huh.
heh. niwaes. lots were asking abt my sis and all.
one of my uncle even told my sis dat he dreamt abt her giving birth to twins.
we were like.. sayy watt?! haha. wateva.

and sri mahligai was also there.
i was bugging my sis to snap some pics of the traditional mly instruments.
its for my art, im doin on dat topic.
bt failed to snap the pics.
nehmind.

so aft dat, went home like arnd 5 plus. went to causeway pasar malam
a while to take home some food.
and it was free. cos cuzzie nad was there.
ehehe. i guess went home like arnd 6 aft dat.

and am so tired aft dat.
i guess dats all fr now.

hais. MYE MYE MYE. haisssss

eng ppr tmrw. wish me luck ppl!

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niwaes, i saw dis guy at sch. dunno who he is. some sec 4E dude i guess?
bt he reminds me so much of my last time crush.
awan ku.. OMG they look so much alike.
jannah was the one who say it 1st. and i totally agree.
bt my awan is better looking. hehe. wateva.
hais, the more i want to frget my awan. the more i cant.
the more i see this guy face at sch.
the more i rmb during my sec 3 times.
haissss..
jannahhh. tolong akuu!
hehe.
wateva..

aites till here.
tc lovelies!

2009-04-28T16:39:00.004+08:00

Seriously need to buck up on my studies.
exams starts nxt week people!!! geees.. panic mode!

sci prac on thur. im so nervous okeyy. esp wit chem.
dammit.
i guess im not gonna update dis blog for a while.
will be busy mugging.

i really hope to do well on my mid year.
aft the devastating CA results. i decided to pull up my socks.

maths CA test was a killer.
my class onli had arnd 25 mins to do e ppr.
ended up our class a lot of failures.
me myself din manage to finish up the qns.
hais... nehmind.
i got 12/26.
dang it just 1 more marks!!!!gahhhhh!

and the current mt mock test din do well as i expected.
paper 1 arnd 41/70.
not gd at all.
ppr 2 45/70.
nt gd as well.
im aiming for a2 fr O's and i only manage to get arnd B4.. dammmitttttttttt.
have to seriously buck up.

deres alot to memorise, chem, phy, geog, ss.........and the list goes on.
feeling the pressure now. so stress.
cant wait fr everything to end.
hais.

nehmind. persevere azmira.
and today i have tonnes of hwk! gahhh..
perseverrrreeee..

tmrw gt PE again.. cnfrm 2.4.. hais so lazy..
nehmind.

aites ppl
till here.

tc lovelies!

2009-04-23T16:30:00.002+08:00

Heres Wishing My dearest Cousin Nadiah Bte Abdull Rahman

HAPPY 17th Birthday!

Her Bdae was actually ystd. 22/4

so i guess. HAPPY BELATED BDAE.

wish her all the best in everything she do.

and how fast time flies huh.

we knew each other since we were small

and we were really damn close since we were young.

i could still rmb those days when we small

when we 'cabot' sch during pri 3.

haha. it was hilarious actually.

and there was one time where we were really small.

and i asked her abt marriage?

haha. and dats like when we arnd 9? 10?

haha. i asked her, what if one day nobody wants me

and i neva get married. den she said, nehmind i will wait for you.

and we will marry together at the same time. haha. such fond memories ya.

and we even promised each other dat one day we wanna fly to london together.

dat was like our childhood dream somehow. it was funny.

i really miss our memories.

eventhough you moved to bukit batok and didnt get to the same sec sch,

we were still close. and actually, our sec sch choice was all the same, bt no luck,

din manage to get into the same sch. bt its ok.

niwaes..

sometimes i would drop by her hse and she would do so in return.

so dearest cousin. i wish ya a happy bdae again and presennnttt..=)

soon. i promise. =)

and love ya lots ok!

2009-04-21T16:28:00.003+08:00

I'm So disappointed wit my ownself
how cud i say such mean words?
I cried the whole night just tinkin abt it.
it isnt the same anymore.
sometimes when anger controls me, i tend to say those hurtful words
she cried bcos of me. 1st time ever.
i apologised to her face to face, bt she ask me to go away.
i cried.
i msg her, she den forgiven me. somehow?
not too sure.
right nw, it feels just so awkward.
we dun talk much like the way we used to.
i regret. totally regret.
how i wish i cud turn back time
and everytink wud be the same.
a lesson learnt indeed.
we shudnt curse ppl just like dat.

IF ONLY...

2009-04-12T15:39:00.007+08:00

last few days been really a hectic day fr me.
not feeling well dis few days.
gotten dis rashes thingy. and its gettin worse by the minute.
it seems like mosquito bites.
bt its just so bad.
been getting flu, and sore throat.
my body feels oh so weak.
its killing me mannnnn!
bt i refuse to take any pills.
dangg. i hate eating em.
forget it..

last thurs, a fcukin busy, chaotic day for me.
had like a lot of test in 1 day.
ended everythink like arnd 6.
im so relieved right aft all is over.

Chem test a killer. i din study, due to studying ss.
ended up i din memories some of the Qualitive analysis thingy.
i tink might even get 0 for dat ppr.
dang.. Mr ang gonna be really angry wit me again.

let me update a few days back..

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tue, am so really tired.
had dis ss wshop thing.
ended like arnd 430.
actually, din wanna go dat ss wshop thing,
bcos i had to rushed off somewhere.
and guess where i went?!!!
eheh. i went to iluma shopping centre to meet my one and only
DAVID ARCHULETA!
awesome one indeed.
met asri & fafa at pending lrt and off we went.
we chatted like a lot.
since its been a long time since we met.

reached dere arnd 545?
and, its already full with people.
i cant enter the barriers thingy cos its already full

aft much waiting, David reached arnd 715. he was late 15 mins.
aft tiptoeing like a few times, to no avail, i still cud nt see dat cute fellow face!
i eventually got frustrated.
even wanted to verge into tears.
it sucks being such a shorty ok.
bt i manage to catch a glimpse of him at least.
hes vocals are so awesome.
its just totally amazing.
and i shouted like numerous times.
i tink, dat contributes to me getting sore throat i guess.
yea. suckish indeed.
bt niwaes, ended arnd 7 plus. and autograph session started.
Bused home with asri fafa and jannah arnd 8 plus.
and am so tired.

wow. quite a long post i guess.

and. i tink, i might be shutting down dis blog fr gd.
cos, it seemed to me not much are actually reading it,
and im too lazy myself to even update.

but, i'll reconsider again yea.
aites. till here.
tc lovelies!

2009-03-21T14:47:00.005+08:00

Went out wit my 2 besties ystd.
Asri And jassy. ayu was suppose to tag along bt she woke up late.
nehminds.

decided to watch coming soon. a horror movie.
we planned 1st to watch at cineleisure orc. bt dang, jassy reached late at cck mrt
at arnd 230. and the show starts at 305. so deres nt enuf time.

so, lastly decided to watch at vivo at 545.
quite late.
bt its alright.

we had a lot of fun. laughed here laughed dere.
its been a long time since we laughed dat baddd.
heh.

niwaes. befr the movie strt, we head out upstairs at the outdoor thingy and snap some shots.
so here goes..

the movie was awesome. cud say dat, mix wit some funny moments. haha.
jassy & me was screaming our lungs out at some parts of the movie.
it was alright i guess the movie. quite gd to watch.

am really looking forward to my nxt outing wit em.
soon. ayu, better tag along dis time aites.

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today is sat. so fast 1 week hols is reaching to an end.
i am so not looking forward to go sch on mon.
hais. i wan more hols!
wateva.

aites till here.

tc lovelies!

2009-03-17T19:06:00.003+08:00

Wow. Guess its been quite a long time since i update huh.
been really busy dis few days.
sch now is really tough.

1 week holiday seems more like a study break.
since mid year exams is arnd the corner, i really need to pull up my socks.

Art theres like a lot more to do.
canvas painting is indeed tougher den i tot.
damnnn.
Hopefully aft it is done it looks gd.

Last fri, watched back to back movie at cck cineplex
first one was dragonball, next race to witch mountain.
Cud say dat, race to witch mountain is better den dragonball.
but dragonball the dude is sooo hot!
hehe. k wateva...

niwaes some personality quiz, which i saw at kuan Yen's blog.
so here goes, the results of it.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i guess somewat true...bt some isnt okeyyy. like the flirt part. say wat??! i dun flirt ok. hehe.
wateva.

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tmrw deres kem bahasa! so dang lazy to go! bt have to.. i already paid for it.
dammit. nehmind persevere azmira bte md amin. O LEVELS!

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and im trying to move. no more my awan ok.
its hard to like someone dat dun likes u back.
so wat for, i stick arnd having some crush oh him.
its not even worth it.
danggggg.....
just random lah ppl. hehe.

aites till here ppl

tc lovelies !

Gotta Find You

2009-02-05T15:38:00.002+08:00

1) Put iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4) Tag other friends who might enjoy doing this.

If someone says “is this okay”, you say?
Cyclone (Feat. T-Pain) - Baby Bash

What do you like in a guy/girl?
I Can Hear The Bells - Nikki Blonsky

How do you feel today?
Magic - The Pussycat Dolls

What is your life’s purpose?
Whatever You Like - Nicole Sherzinger

What is your motto?
You Make It Real - James Morrison

What do your friends think of you?
Extasy - Danity kane

What do you think of your parents?
Tonight - Jonas Brothers

What do you think about very often?
Whatever You Like - T.I

What is 2+2?
Fallen Angel - Chris Brown

What do you think about your bestfriend?
Party - Demi Lovato

What do you think about the person you like?
Video Girl - Jonas Brothers

What is your life story?
You Can - David Archuleta

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Nobody - Ne-Yo. (LOL)

What do you think when you see the person you like?
Video Girl - Jonas Brothers (LOL..again)

What do your parents think of you?
Just Wanna Be With You - HSM3.

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Say Cheese - KC

What will they play at your funeral?
A Night To Remember - HSM3 (hahahaha)

What is your hobby/interest?
Trainwreck - Demi Lovato

What do you think of your friends?
Not What It Seems - Selena Gomez

What’s the worst thing that could happen?
Until U Love U - Nicole Sherzinger

How will you die?
Rehab - Rihanna

What is the one thing that you regret?
Whatcha Think About That - The Pussycat Dolls

What makes you laugh?
Falling - David Archuleta

What makes you cry?
Now Or Never - HSM3

Will you ever get married?
One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks

What scares you the most?
Two Worlds Collide - Demi Lovato

Does anyone like you?
Year 3000 - Jonas Brothers

If you could go back in time, what would you change?
Bottom Of The Ocean - Miley Cyrus

What hurts right now?
Goodnight & Goodbye - Jonas Brothers

What will you post this as?
Gotta Find You - Joe Jonas

2009-02-03T22:00:00.002+08:00

schs ok. except dat, few subjects getting harder and harder.
im so stress okey.

esp maths and chem. few i dun undstnd much.
and now my class its ayu turn to go ITE..
im all alone now. but hey deres still a few wit me.

and jasmine, theres no news abt her.
she din contact me. and i miss her a lot.
4 year fren?
=)

niwaes. art is being such an arse. so bloody stress.
omg. by march nid to start canvas painting. how is dat possible!
gahhhh!

wateva ok. maths im trying to revise everyday.
wit the help of my sis, im able to unstnd my math now.
i even got full marks fr quiz.
im so delighted!

ok wateva.

and last fri went to see aliffah bestie. miss her damn alot.
the pics i will update soon yea.

tc lovelies!
toodles.

2009-01-04T00:42:00.005+08:00

1st day of sch was awesome
new class on the 3rd floor.
im so excited ok.
i used to walk pass that corridor wen i was sec 3.
frequent trips there also.
yea. cos of my awan lah. wahahaha.
k. wateva.

so few changes of teachers.
co form teacher is mdm howe.
form teacher still abg john.

bt, ms leow no more sey..
tsk. shes nt teaching maths animore.
like wth sey. bcos of her i improve alot in my maths.
even gt a2 sey.
tsk. so pissed off sey.
and replaced with ms angela tan.
like, wth siak. haisss.. i heard its n1 previous maths teacher.
cnfrm method of teaching different.
hais.

phy teacher Mr Mazri.
k. no comments.
last time he taught was when i was sec 2.
dat time, boring enuf.
wa. all my gd subjects changes teacher.
cnfrm drop siol like this.

hais. nehmind persevere lah kan..
wat to do.
and onli 1st day already have hwk.
stresss.

1st lesson of chem was hard enuf.
undstnd some of it.
wen doing the questions.
i was like, wtf?!
so confusing.
bt can lah.

and my class.
hmm. still a lil bit noisy.
hopefully nxt wk tone down a bit.

and thnks jannah for the lovely frame.
and weiling for the wonderful keychain.
love it! thnks guys. i appreciate that alot.
=)

aites ppl.
till here.

tc
toodles.

tc lovelies!

2009-01-01T22:49:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year to all!!
sory fr the late wish!!

went out just nw wit sis & bro- in-Law
and ma mummy & daddy. =)

went railway station to eat a while.
and basically just dat.

and

tmrws sch!!!
arghhhh!!! happy. excited. anxious. at the same time nervous!

and, befr i went off,
my new year resolution ???

hmm
1st of all.

O levels in 2009.
so, to do well in my O's definitely.
my goal fr O's result to get actually 16 pts..
and definitely make my fam proud.
especially my parents!

and hopefully a better year nxt yr ya!
so tmrw, a new day. a new chapter in my life definitely.

also, i wan to lose a few pounds??
insya'allah!
aminnnn.
haha..

aites ppl.
wish me luck fr tmrw!!

toodles.
tc lovelies!

2008-12-30T17:53:00.008+08:00

and i said once,
arnd july post, to upload my sis wedding photos.
so here goes.
sorry fr d delay.
lazy lah..

dis is the wedding,
right nw, shes pregnant, arnd 5 months,
i cant wait!

2008-12-30T17:00:00.004+08:00

din update fr so long...
so here goes..
i guess dis post gonna be darn long

23/12/08 Tuesday
went out wit sis eta.
as an advance bdae gift she treated me watch cinema
and i wanted to watch twilight.
so we went, decide to watch at GV vivo.
bt guess wat, sis frgt to booked the ticks
and it was already full.
i still insisted to watch twilight.
befr dat, we ate at BK first while we think
lucky us she has her iphone
so, she checked the movie website
and we finally decided to watch at causeway point at 7.
easier, closer to our home..

and twilight was awesome. i like the part where the cullen's
played baseball. awesome!
and, sis buying me hp fr my bdae gift.
soon. bt nt yet.
went home arnd 10 plus.

24/12/08 Wednesday eve of christmas day
eldest sis got half day frm work.
called me home
and ask to meet at cck.
she treating me to delifrance
i asked mum to come along.
and i had fun. she says its a treat fr my bdae.
aft dat, she bought me a watch.
and nice ok. a puma watch.
cost arnd 128 buck, aft a few discounts
arnd 98 buck.
im so delighted!

25/12/08 Thurs My BDAE!
k. finally am 16.
received a few msgs frm frens

1st one.
Kuan yen - called me to wish happy bdae. arnd 12mn i guess.
thnks a lot yea. =)

rozai - at 12 plus i guess.
neva fail to wish me happy bdae. evry year.
thnks to u too.

ayu, gurjeet & weiling - wished me at msn.
thnks fr d wish yea. appreciate it loads.
all 3 arnd 12 plus as well

at morn
arnd 9am
haojie - wished me as well.
thnks lots.

cuzzie nad, Abg Iman & jannah
u guys too fr msging me. thnks2

on dat day, din went out to celebrate.
instead, a cousin of mine dat live at johore
had his engagement.
so i had to went as well
quite ok lah.
aft dat went to check out.
cuzzie nad bungalow hse in johore, sutra utama,
still under renovation.
i cant wait ok! theres jacuzzi, swimming pool,
billiard table, karaoke room, table tennis.
6 bathroom. like whoa.
cnfrm my granny happy giler!
eheh.
and pity my uncle.
one of the bathroom door was spoiled.
he was locked inside. for quite long.
all of us din notice, untill my dad said,
"mane Pak Long?"
sis was like joking saying " tgh cari bilik spare agknye"
and all of us were like laughing.
aft a while. we heard like bang! bang! sound.
its Uncle, banging the doors. he was so scared.
dad said went he went out of the bathroom, his face was so pale.
pity him. and he said he saw, someone passing by locking him inside,
just his imagination i guess.

went home arnd 10 plus

26/12/08
relatives, frm penang came to spore.
my granny's siblings.
deres a wedding held, our relatives,
so dey came.
i had like a few, english relatives.
like whoa. org putih seyy.
wen i salam dem, dey said,
in their eng tone "awww, i rmb dis girl, the one with the long hair, all grown up nw"
i was like, whoa, dey actually remembered me,
cos its a long time since i when to penang.
since i was small i guess.
impressive, still rmb me aft all dis years. ok wateva.

and kak ena, my cuzzin as well.
bought me a watch.
an everlast watch.
quite nice actually.
thnks alot.

yea. so i guess till here.
toodles.

tc lovelies!

and, photos fr cuzzin engagement at johore will be uploaded sn.
nt nw. lazy lah.
=)

2008-12-18T19:21:00.007+08:00

Im so happy today. so excited. at the same time sad.

in the morn' was so nervous.
cos its N levels results today.

just outside the hall.
i was so damn nervous.
wen Mr Lim had some small talk on our results.
i was like so damn fcuking nervous

and congrats to Zi Ai and some others frm 4N1 fr getting highest.

and guess wat ppl, i made it to sec 5 ok!
im promoted

the moment i've been waitin for.
those nerve wrecking moments is finally over.
the sleepless nights. those times burnin the midnight oil.
heh.

i gt 7 fr my N levels.
wen i was called to take my results.
teacher told me that i got promoted.
and i was in tears sey..
was so damn happy.
tears of joy.
like OMG.

and yea, my art actually help me to pass ok.
haha. art.. oh art...like thnks alot! dun tink im gonna drop art already.

so.
here goes

eng B3
Comb Humans B4
Maths A2
Sci B4
Art B3
Malay A2
Malay Oral Distinction

i was like shock wit my maths
i usually just pass my maths.
and nw like a2

i thanked ms leow.
and she was proud that a lot of her tutors gt a2, and some b3.
im so happpyyyyyyyyyy

bt was sad also
cos some of my frens din make it.
like asri, aliffah and some others.
im sad ok.

Aliffah - gonna miss those times sey. we went home together.
now who am i goin home with ?? hais.
those laughing moments we had. and ur fav word. humble.
and ur hyrul stories. whos gonna tell me hyrul stories nw huh?
its just recently that we gotten closer.
and i wont lose contact wit ya okey girl
and be strong aites!

Asri - one funny dude.
known since sec 2. gotten closer recently as well
u laugh like a hyena dude.
lols. no offence.
bt its so different now without u seyy.
i still rmb those days where we wud sing in class together.
and nw whose gonna sing in class wit me nw huh ???
its just so damn different ok.

said - dude. ur funny too ok.
and seriously. honestly, bcos of u.
our class won quite a few awards.
sec 1. rmb. sec 1 orientation camp.
we won alot.
and sec 1 campfire.
i still rmb wen u were scared to climb on that flying fox.
so funnyyy.
and ur UFO hair. like OMG
fcukin hilarious.
lol.
sec 2. entrepreneur thingy. i rmb.
our remix apron.
well, eventhou u din attend on the presentation day.
its ok. forgiven. lol.
and u always plan a lot of things fr the class.
class chalet.
and u guys soccer matches.
its so different without u dude.

finally.
shaiful - on geog lesson wen ayu din come.
i wud sit beside u rite.
honestly, i wud sometimes get distracted during geog
wen u wud crack up jokes.
and i wud laugh non-stop.
so now whos gonna crack up jokes huh ?
hais.

omg. dis ppl like play an important part in my life.
im so sad wit em not arnd animore nxt yr.
its gonna be a definite different nxt yr.
and i wish them all the best in their ITE
and may dey excel in their studies. wishing ya guys luck.
all the best.
and plsss. don lose contact.
c ya guys sn. perhaps, nxt yr sch celebration??
hopefully ya guys wud come eyy..

hmm.
hopefully nxt yr gonna be a better yr...
and i'll try my best fr sec 5
cos i wanna go Singapore Poly
so, have to strive hard.
and persevere some more.

and i cant wait fr sch..

and see ya ppl nxt yr.

tc lovelies!

PS. i miss canteen food truckloads. lols.
makan je.. makan je.. makan je.. badan gemuk baru tauuuuu..
heheheheehehehheheehehehehehhe
oopsss. da gemuk pn.
=)

2008-12-17T14:54:00.004+08:00

counting and counting.
its arnd 23 more hrs to go till results.
like....
OOOOOMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
arghh!!!!!!

OMG.
please GOD. let me clear my N levels.
dats my only wish fr christmas. and my bdae.
dats a perfect bdae gift if i get thru to sec 5.
please. oh. please.

PRAY HARD PPL!!

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niwaes. sis bought Iphone sey ystd.
so secretive of her.
at 3am den she tell me she buy.

and she said shes gonna trade her prev phone.
and wit dat give me a new phone.
like. oh so great!

k wateva.
and 8 more days till my bdae.
and im suppose to go to johore fr my cousin engagement.

like. hais. spoilt my plan to celeb my bdae sey wit fam.
fcuk. shit.
wateva.
maybe dis yr nt gonna celebrate i guess.
its ok lah.

niwaes. wish me luck ppl fr tmrw.
im so scared!!!!!!!!!!!!

tc lovelies!

2008-12-12T14:46:00.002+08:00

6 more days ppl!!!
panicccccccccccccccccc!!!
argh..!!!

dang. less den a week sey.
im so scared.
Pls let me clear my N levels.
dammit.

hais.
im so tensed up.
stressful is the word.
wat if i dun make it ??
ITE?? nawwwwwww!!!!
let fate decide.
lets just wait & see

Its too late to do anithing nw.
the pprs are done.
results come out.
bertawakal aje lah.

berdoa lerr byk2 yerrr.
hais.

till here ppl.

tc lovelies!

2008-12-01T17:44:00.002+08:00

ooh. its Dec already.
so fast aint it.

17 more days and counting.
dammnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

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went out ystd to town wit big bro & sis in law & nephew khairin.
bro wanted to treat me fr advance bdae gift.
and i only bought a t-shirt.
dangg. segan ok nk ketuk abg ku.
hahas
and onli cost 25 bucks

oh wells. bt he said hes gonna buy me bdae gift later.
woah. cant wait!

and met wit elder sis at far east plaza shortly and went back home together.
we went to west coast mcd a while, for supper i guess???
heheh.
and guess who we saw??
damnn. we saw that elfaezah ulhaq wit that dude frm jeritan sepi.
that gd lookin dude. dunno wats hes name.
bt who caressss..
niwaes.. din know dat they are together..
like..ewwwww. since when sey..
k wateva. bt dat dude. nt dat gd lookin in person.
bt elfaezah was alright. pretty lah jgk..
and went home arnd 10...

and sis gotten her pay dis week.
and she owes me like 70 bucks of my raya collection.
aft gotten back my money...
im goin out wit frens!
yes..yess. yessss!

alright till here.

tc lovelies!

2008-11-28T18:56:00.003+08:00

Results in 20 more days.

been having bad dreams abt my results lately.
cud say that im freakin out.

gettin back my money nxt wk.
so gonna enjoy before results.

watching cinema wit frens nxt wk
maybe goin party world wit aliffah.

hopefully get to enjoy on my bdae ya.
hopefully. badly. really wanna pass.
bt can i ??
nt too confident thou.
some of the papers were quite hard.

rite nw. onli 50/50 confidence fr me.
nt too sure.

im so freakkkkinnnnn out..
its like i onli have one shot at dis.
no takebacks.
no second chances.
second chance?? dat is stay back.
surely not gonna.

one things fr sure.
if i fail.
ITE here i come.
if i pass..
Sec 5 here i come.

bt den again..
im worried abt my art okeyyy..
damnnn.
sec 5 is soooo hard...
argh...!

i really wanna go Singapore Polytechnic.
and take Music & Audio Technology.
i wan to become a sound producer.
like a lot.. reallyyyyyyyy
i wan it badly!!!!

cnfrm. on 18 dec.
nervous like hell.
nw. i cud already feel a slight tension.
at the sch hall.. cnfrm!! alot!!!
nehmind.

later wait and see.

till here..

tc lovelies!

2008-11-18T21:11:00.007+08:00

went to marina barrage on last sat.
fun indeed lah.

spent some time wit fams & relatives.

gerek.

aft dat went to railway stn to eat.

ok lah food die.

i ate ramly burger jee.

2008-11-09T18:44:00.003+08:00

been counting down the days.

and dangg.
results are fcukin near siol
roughly arnd 1 mth plus.
dammit.

bored ok past few days.
doin nothin
except playin xbox 360. watch tv. play com

goin to watch HSM3 tmrw
again...yes..again..
bt dis time wit jassy & ayu.
felt like watching again.

22 nov is dani syuwari bdae.
another of my cousin's son.
hes turnin 1 years old.
and i cant wait.
surely fun.

and my own bdae is comin soon as well.
wonder if dis time bdae get to enjoy or nt.
depends on the results lah.

if i get to ITE.
hmmm... dang. dun wanna think abt dat fr nw.
wat ifff...??
noooooo..!
hopefully nt...
enjoy 1st..worry & tears of regret comes later.. heheh..

aite till here..
tc lovelies!

2008-11-08T14:56:00.002+08:00

was suppose to be back frm chalet on thurs morning.
bt decided to went back on wed night.
cos im bored k..

overall d chalet was ok.
bt guess wasnt dat well planned..
can say dat 1st day was dang cock-up.
due to the key and the shortage of food.
luckily jassy mum save the day ok..
or else i guess we starve to death.

1st night. was the best.
played uno wit some of em.
and yea. cant sleep.
tok and tok and tok wit the mly ppl.
gerek ok.
din sleep till mornin
arnd 7 am den i sleep.

overall spent most of the time arcade,
see em swimming. since i cant.
due to some reason.
lepak. and lepak.
watch tv.

and played a lil bit of ali pom.
ok lah i guess.

and hell yea. went back home.
was fcukin tired.
bbq was ok.
sis came at night to fetch me.

on the 1st night
heard some scary stories there.
bt din wanna think abt it.
quite scary. abt Jassy & nana encounter.
and rozai too. shall nt elaborate.

hopefully there will be a gathering like dis again in future.
and pleaseee.. pleaseee.. planned it well nxt time.

and din snap pics lah.
i guess we busy wit our own stuff

aite till here.

tc lovelies!

2008-11-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

Class Chalet tmrw!
yessah.
like sooo finalllyyy..
been counting down the days and.. yes yes..
finally here.

meeting up at 9am tmrw at said's block.
gahhh.. so excited.
bt something pisses me off.
like so troublesome.
cant enjoy sey like dis..
dannnnggggg...

aites.

i'll update till im back..
dat is on thur.

till here..

tc lovelies!

2008-10-21T19:08:00.002+08:00

got d news ystd. shocking.
and yea. nad came at d right time.

was shocked.
dad spoke to bro at d phone a while. aft a while.
sis in law called and was cryin.
muhd khairin gotten d fits. or in mly called sawan.

was in an emergency state.
went to KKH.
wit nad and sis. took a cab. we were indeed rushing.
mum went wit elder sis first. as car nt enuf to fit in.
and sis in law cried apologising to me. regarding something.
fam probs. cant elaborate here.
well. i cried too.

and lookin at muhd khairin state was pitiful.
he was crying non stop all d way.
i felt like crying seeing him sick in only him being 8 mths old.
so painful seeing my own nephew like dat.
luckily, hes case is nt dat serious.

muhd khairin is warded at d hosp a while.
sis in law, told d doc wat exaactly happen at home.

it was like muhd khairin had gotten fever since a few days back.
and he was asleep. as sn as he woke up.
muhd khairin body had become stiff and hes eyes was like looking up.
true enuf, dats fits. or called sawan lah kan

hopefully muhd khairin get well sn.
and can get back home safely.

aites. till here.

tc lovelies!

2008-10-17T12:08:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th bdae to Gurjeet Singh. Wishing you lead a happy & blissful year ahead. also, all the best in everything u do yea!

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2008-10-15T23:17:00.002+08:00

its 11 pm still am nt sleepin.
not yet sleepy.

jus watched bollywood movie just now so sad and touching.
was in tears jus now.
its call bhootnath.
i recommend u guys to watch ok.
dat is, if ur a fan. =)

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holidays a bore..
felt like lookin for a job.
but, am i ready to work ?
guess not. so rather not.
god willing, IF next yr i get to sec 5.
waitin for O results den i find job.
rite nw. no no no.

cant waith for 4, 5 & 6 nov.
class chalet!
really2 cant wait. yes2. enjoy uhhh..

den on deepavali.
goin holiday to malacca!!
yessah!! been a long time since i had a vacation.
bt nt goin wit my fam thou.
just like any other year.
goin wit my aunts and cousin.
since my fam is too big.
and no vehicle some more.
how to follow?
so yea. i wudnt want to miss out on d fun.
im already used to it lah.
each time vacation goin wit nadia.
fun okeyy.

raya money left $200 plus.
stil quite a lot.
spend some of it just nw.
went to NUH to watch granny.
she had diabetes. and her feet has dis kind of ulcer or something.
so needs further checkup, whether dat ulcer thingy reached my granny's bone.
if it reaches. her leg have to be amputated yet again!! yes again...
before, she lost 2 of her toes.
buuuuuuutttttttttttttt....
luckily its ok. tmrw doc just gonna clean up her wound.
and she is discharged.

oklah.
too much tokin today.
till here.

tc lovelies!

2008-10-09T19:31:00.000+08:00

find it quite interesting.
know how many words you can type in 1 min.
try it out!

Typingtest

107 words

2008-10-08T20:01:00.004+08:00

N levels is finally over!! yes. yes. yes.

such a relief. and finally cud enjoy.

no more stressful.

No more worrying abt art.

smiles all the way.

1st hari raya was a blast.

went out to relatives houses.

just one day, my money collection is already arnd 200 bucks.

worthwhile. hehe.

eldest sis gave 50 bucks.

bro in law 50 bucks.

bro 20 bucks.

2nd bro 20 bucks.

life is great aint it.

wahaha.

dis fri goin out raya wit frens.

cant wait.

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2008-09-23T12:46:00.002+08:00

sorry again fr nt updating, dis long period of time.
been busy. and just plain lazy.

N levels comin in just 6 more days.
raya in 8 more days.
art ppr 2 still in e process. and just felt like giving up.
im not gonna spend much time on art.
gonna focus on other subjects. might as well, i aint gd at art okey.
yes, really cant wait for N levels to end.

hopefully cud make it to sec 5. i really dun wanna go ITE sey.
dammit.
but heard frm seniors, its really tough in sec 5. hais. wat shud i do mannn.
wateva lah. just do my best fr now,
d results, later can tink abt. dun wanna stress myself further.

aites ppl.

till here.

tc lovelies!

2008-07-31T21:01:00.009+08:00

sis marriage was on 26 & 27 july.
let d pics do the tokin yea.

more pictures soon to come yea.

uploaded soon.

and gosh. its d best day ever. frens even came.

thnks lots ayu, jassy, mali asri and even lil iffah.

thnks fr comin yea.

and yes. lotsa tears were shed dat day. hehe.

touched i guess. like so finally sis is married.

gosh. no more midnight talks wit her.

sharing my probs. oh my. who am i suppose to turn to now huh ?

nehmind.

bt its great havin a new member of the family.

welcome aboard Abf Afiz, or shud i say Abg Long ?

ehehe. k wateva.

and yes. i guess wishin my sis leads a happy and blissful year ahead.

buat anak banyak2 oi.. ehhe.

insyallah spi ke anak cucu.

eheks..

aites till here tc.

2008-07-05T19:20:00.002+08:00

sory yet again fr nt updating so long.
com being such an arse last few days.
and yes finally com is fixed.

like i said, nt gonna update dis blog evryday.
been busy wit N levels and prelims approaching.
and also, busy wit study grps.
and of cos. arrrrrrrrttt..
gosh.
seems running out of time. ahaks. bt wateva..

and just nw was funfun indeed.
when joggin wit jassy and asri. fun lah seyy.
woke early in d morn' 6 plus, bt was too early slept back, woke up 725.
met em at jlpng.
and yea, we jog, frm segar, and turnin back one round.
bt tired kayy.

den decided to drop by my hse, watched step up 2.
and yea, sis bought Mcd. thnks yea sis!
love ya.

anddd.......someones turning 16 tmrw lah seyy..
ehehe.. tmrw i'll update okey whos dat bdae girl. =D

aites till here.

tc lovelies!

2008-06-25T18:43:00.002+08:00

Realising it now. Time is indeed short and moving fast.

trying nt to be lazy and managing some time to study.

even making study grps. trying to follow higher achievers tips.

yes. gettin quite shock aft knowing how near N levels is coming.

a few teachers reminding again a few more wks till prelims and arnd 10 wks to N levels.

wa siao. so nervous mannn!

and received N level timetable/entry proof

10 july is eng oral. 22 july is mly oral.

and prelims is 28 july man! dammit. sis wedding is on 27 july.

gosh. gonna be damn tired sia. hais. nehmind. perseverance okeyy!

and yes. just like coach elgin from higher achievers say.

" this is the final lap, just got to do ur very best to get dat perfect timing"

and yes. what i do now, affects my future. and yes i do wan my future to be bright.

so i will do my very best today, to achieve my dreams.

just like azhar said.

" i will cherish my ystd, dream my tmrw and Live for today"

its d final lap azmira bte md amin. persevere bebeh!

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and nt gonna update often of my blog. wanna spend some time studying frm nw onwards.

and to 4N peeps. persevere okeyy.. i wanna see ya guys face next year okey..

and together lets break record like none other past years. heh.

aites. till here.

tc lovelies!

2008-06-14T17:29:00.003+08:00

gosh. gotten dis new email frm cousin.

and i find it pretty hilarious.

haha. its suppose to be a new "tudung fashion" hahaha.. siti2..tsk3. ape nak jadi. ape nak jadi. wahahaha.

haha. it seems like shes wearing some kind of. dis 'tudung saji' for covering food.

some of her fans said. "nak berfesyen tak kena gaya"

"isk isk isk .. susah juga kalau orang tak paham islam tapi nak nunjuk yang dia pun orang islam .. macamana tu ... penggunaan tudung punsalah ... kalau macamni baik tak yah pakai tudung ..."

gosh. i sometimes pity siti nurhaliza too okey. haha. aie. hais.

2008-06-14T16:54:00.002+08:00

ok. here goes.

gosh. june holidays are gonna be over soon.
and hmwks are not done. how fast time flies aint it?
it seems so fast aint it ? just one week more and yes holidays are over.

been busy at home as well.
been busy wit stuff. cos sis wedding is coming up.
like 6 more weeks ?

and my art tie & dye still not done yet.
stopped sewing it for 2 days.
cos i gotten a really high fever pass 2 days.
woke up, fell suckish and yes vomited twice.

and just gotten a really really bad diarrhoea.
the umpteen amount of pills taken still aint workin.
so suck okey.
aint gettin enuf sleep due to this.
ok wateva.

nxt wk deres higher achiever course.
and i assure its gonna be damn boring.
the briefing was bad enuf.
d 4Es are like i dunno, cant speak or something.
really2 mute. haha. ok wateva.

aite i guess till here.

tc lovelies!

2008-06-06T12:31:00.002+08:00

had sch ystd.
art lessons of cos. was suppose to come at arnd 10. bt i reached at 11 instead. gosh. haha.
overslept. woke up at 10. ahaks. lucky, mr sham havent reach yet.
art lessons, bt din do much of art.

at arnd 12 i guess ?? we went to greenridge to have our lunch.
d rest ate at banquet, bt me, jassy and mali ate at kfc.
was funny yah.. laughed alot. and dis cheese fries stucked at my hair.
gahhh. haha. and of cos. jassy saw someone. she was like damn nervous g2. haha.

den arnd 12 plus we set off.
i bought some stuff for momma and went back home a while. dey followed.
oh wells. the toilets calling me mannn. hahaha.

den yes. went off back to sch again. yet again. din do much art. just asked teacher wat to do
and we talked.

arnd 2 we went off. was suppose to went out wit mali, jassy and asri. bt yea, momma din allow.
so cancel. just went off to fajar instead.

i guess dats abt it.

tc lovelies!

2008-05-28T20:14:00.003+08:00

sori again fr nt updating again for such a long time.

like i said. been really busy. and damn lazy.

MYE exams are over. report books are out. and i did ok.

at least managed to get L1B2 bt onli 10. nt gd yea.

dis june holidays been busy too.

maths extra classes. art classes.

yes. homeworks. find no time to blog dat much.

tmrw gonna watch Narnia wit frens. really cant wait.

hope watching it, is worth my bucks ya.

and

im bored wit my blogskin. gonna change it soon.

so comment on it yaww.

annndddd.

gt watch american idol ?? ohh dammnn. my fav lose mannn. david archuleta. gaaga.. wateva.

really disappointed wit d results. aites wat the hell. i bet hes gonna get better records than dat another david. david cook. bt gees. me and sis stil cant get over wit him losing and all. hahaha . wateva uh kayy

gaaahhh.

aites till here.

tc lovelies!

2008-05-15T21:17:00.002+08:00

This tale centres on Fahri, an intelligent Indonesian who earns a scholarship to complete his graduate degree at the esteemed Al Azhar university in Cario. Innocent, pure and brave, the usually shy Fahri finds himself surrounded by four beautiful, distinctly different women who develop feelings for him. Fahri considers Maria, a shy Coptic-Christian neighbour, as one of his best friends but he devotes his love only to Aisha, a German Turkish student in Cairo who haunts Fahri with her beautiful eyes. After a brief courtship, the two are married, resulting in three broken hearts. Nurul, a daughter of a cleric, accepts her fate. Noura, an abused Egyptian neighbour turns against Fahri and accuses him of rape while Maria sinks into depression and illness. As Fahri faces daunting decisions, the controversial topic of polygamy is explored but all the while, the audience is compelled to marvel at his undying loyalty to the true ideas of Islam as he ultimately makes the choice of a lifetime.

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aite watched dat a few days back. on wednesday. wit fellow friends. at causeway. damn, we rushed dere quickly. and lucky dere was dis ayu fren who booked fr us and paid. thnks mann.

don worry i pay u back soon. ahha.

so yea. went wit ayu asri and jassy.

aites. was really a touching story and damn sadd uh seyy. i sat wit jassy and asri. wow, me and jassy was like crying almost d whole time. waterworks lah seyy. and i tot ayu din cry.

bt wen evrything ended. wow. i think she cried d worst amongst us. haha. her face was all red haha.

and of cos, i recommend those mly peeps who enjoy watching indonesian love movie to watch it as soon as possible. really worth it. and of cos get ready a pack of tissues yea. haahs.

aites till here tc.

2008-05-15T21:06:00.003+08:00

okey finally had gotten all MYE pprs except fr mly.

and nt impressed lah of cos.

Maths ppr 1 - 46/80

Maths ppr 2 - 30/60

Physics - 30/50

Art - 34/100

SS - 25/50

not impressive lah. maybe pass by chance even. cos i din put in much effort fr MYE.

and yea, my marks was all in the borderline.

like wateva g2.

haahs.

till then

tc lovelies!