The Heart Has Reasons, That reasons does not understand

Just gotten back frm Bpp wit dearest sis-in-law & lil nephews.
was supposed to went to watch awards day.
but dammit. canceled. was pissed k.
nahh.. its okay. deres still a nxt yr lah k.

sch ended extra early today. at 10 am.
but seriously veri MENDAK. onli a few turn up. nt even half of d class.
had CME & MT onli. dat explains d no. of absentees ya.
bt reaaaaly bored k today.

but i bought a new bag. which i simply wanted to get my hands on fr a veri long time.
nice2. and thanks a mill sis-in-law fr buying that gorgeous bag fr me..
appreciate it loads k.

and saving up money dis few days.
just to get a present fr dearest cousin. well, im such a gd cousin rite.
ahaks.

and yes. guides. gonna step down next fri.
huhu!! gerek or wat ?? bt dammit. i feel so ashamed can ?
no rank den wan to step down. yes. padan muke aku lah kan .
ehehe. due to my laziness jgak per.
i seriously regret it now kay. i shud have attended my guides during d past times lah.
dammm. bt nehmind. let bygones be bygones.

and mon gt 2.4km. dammmit. dammmit.. dammittttt!!!
goshh. nehminds. wateva. 2.4 at least an advantage k.
able to shed some weight off my flabbs..
ehehe. but damn. i feel so ashamed each time i am d last person to reach sch.
really. ppl looking at me. giving dat sympathetic look. really. am i dat pathetic?
or just a plain lazy-bum ? hais. wateva. shall not even care of wat ppl think abt me.
wateva. and pls. no sympathy. i hate that.

ppl.. im bored.. anione wanna go out wit me tmrw ????
damn. i also lazy. no need.
=)
tc ppl