sori again fr nt updating again for such a long time.

like i said. been really busy. and damn lazy.

MYE exams are over. report books are out. and i did ok.

at least managed to get L1B2 bt onli 10. nt gd yea.

dis june holidays been busy too.

maths extra classes. art classes.

yes. homeworks. find no time to blog dat much.

tmrw gonna watch Narnia wit frens. really cant wait.

hope watching it, is worth my bucks ya.

and

im bored wit my blogskin. gonna change it soon.

so comment on it yaww.

annndddd.

gt watch american idol ?? ohh dammnn. my fav lose mannn. david archuleta. gaaga.. wateva.

really disappointed wit d results. aites wat the hell. i bet hes gonna get better records than dat another david. david cook. bt gees. me and sis stil cant get over wit him losing and all. hahaha . wateva uh kayy

gaaahhh.

aites till here.

tc lovelies!

This tale centres on Fahri, an intelligent Indonesian who earns a scholarship to complete his graduate degree at the esteemed Al Azhar university in Cario. Innocent, pure and brave, the usually shy Fahri finds himself surrounded by four beautiful, distinctly different women who develop feelings for him. Fahri considers Maria, a shy Coptic-Christian neighbour, as one of his best friends but he devotes his love only to Aisha, a German Turkish student in Cairo who haunts Fahri with her beautiful eyes. After a brief courtship, the two are married, resulting in three broken hearts. Nurul, a daughter of a cleric, accepts her fate. Noura, an abused Egyptian neighbour turns against Fahri and accuses him of rape while Maria sinks into depression and illness. As Fahri faces daunting decisions, the controversial topic of polygamy is explored but all the while, the audience is compelled to marvel at his undying loyalty to the true ideas of Islam as he ultimately makes the choice of a lifetime.

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aite watched dat a few days back. on wednesday. wit fellow friends. at causeway. damn, we rushed dere quickly. and lucky dere was dis ayu fren who booked fr us and paid. thnks mann.

don worry i pay u back soon. ahha.

so yea. went wit ayu asri and jassy.

aites. was really a touching story and damn sadd uh seyy. i sat wit jassy and asri. wow, me and jassy was like crying almost d whole time. waterworks lah seyy. and i tot ayu din cry.

bt wen evrything ended. wow. i think she cried d worst amongst us. haha. her face was all red haha.

k.

and of cos, i recommend those mly peeps who enjoy watching indonesian love movie to watch it as soon as possible. really worth it. and of cos get ready a pack of tissues yea. haahs.

aites till here tc.

okey finally had gotten all MYE pprs except fr mly.

and nt impressed lah of cos.



Maths ppr 1 - 46/80

Maths ppr 2 - 30/60

Physics - 30/50

Art - 34/100

SS - 25/50





not impressive lah. maybe pass by chance even. cos i din put in much effort fr MYE.

and yea, my marks was all in the borderline.

like wateva g2.

haahs.



till then



tc lovelies!

okay. Here goes.

got back a few of d results. and yes. one word. disappointed.

bloody damn disappointed.

okey.

malay ppr1 - 43/70

geog - 25/50(could have done better if only i studied)

eng ppr 1 - 38/60

eng ppr 2 - 36/80

chem - 22/50

dats wat i gotten so far.

and hell chem.

mr ang lecture us one by one.

he scolded me of cos.

i was just stunned and cant open my mouth.

no words okey.

was at d verge of tears, bt still, can maintain uh okey.

disappointed.

wow. MYE is like dis,

N levels wud definitely be tougher rite ??

hais.

buck up azmira bte md amin!!!!

hais.

tmrws gettin maths phy and perhaps SS.

wow. bloody damn nervous

aites dats all.

tc lovelies!

sori din update yet again.

been busy. no time to even touch the com. haahs.


okey here goes.
on friday.
was quite a sad day uhh. was ckg nuraini last day.
quite sad actually. wen she spoke and all.
i felt so serba salah of all d feelings i had towards her.
well, damn guilty.
hehs. so yea, din stay arnd to chat wit ckg.
bt jasmine did. and i heard she cried. wow terkejut aku.
wasted sey i din stay arnd. dammit. was rushing due to maths lesson lah of course.
was 15 mins late okey. k wateva.




den sat, ok a usual weekends i guess.
stayed arnd at home. dats it.










den sunday..
was supposed to take my specs wit eldest sis and mum at jurong pt.
bt bro wanted to follow along so yea we did.
and thnks bro for belanja pizza hut okey.
loves.
he paid all and eldest sis paid onli 10 bucks. ahaks. rabakkk along!
ahah.
k. den walked arnd jurong pt and all. and bought some belated bdae gifts
for d lil nieces.
and mum & dad me and sis went home first arnd 6 plus.
bro & sis in law stayed to go shopping a while.
k fun fun.

so....

HAPPY BELATED MOTHERS DAY!

Those many sacrifices u made. Im dat thankful to have a mum like you. forgive me if im dat disrespect towards u. our family had so much obstacles arnd. and mum, im thankful that u have faith in ur 5 children. we are sori all dis while dat we made u shed tears. im sorry. yes i really do.

akan mira slalu doakan mama panjang umur murah rezeki. insyallah. =)

so yea. missed goin to junction 8 wit jannah. damn.. da lamer sey i din watch sleeq! sobsob. nehminds. my mum more imprtant k.. aahaks.

k.

and.

happy 16th bdae to friend Nurul Jannah Bte Bidin
wishing u lead a happy & blissful life ahead.
even at times we quarrel and all. bt stil, ur d bestest fren i ever had.
and so, no hard feelings yea.
lets just frget d past and open up a new chapter of our lifes okey.
and ur nt forgotten babe.
love u always!


aites, dat sums up all what happen past few days which i din managed to update on.
till here.

tc lovelies!

Finally everthing is settled.

thnks jasmine for confronting wit _____ i love you!!

and its settled.

bt now, im stuck. im stuck between two.

i dunno wat shud i do. damn.

i felt as if im stabbed at the back.

ayu and jasmine was also angry as sn as dey found out.

actually. wat do u wan by doin that?

and wat do u get by doing so ?

trying to attract attention frm ____?

wells.. i dunno.

up to u.

bt nw, im giving u a chance _____.

if d next time u do dis again.

aku tak akan teragak agak taking an action okey..

SERIOUSLY.

aku tak maen2. im damn serious abt dis.

hais.

k wateva..

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after much stressed times.

finally MYE is over.

its over.

bt damn. cant be too happy bout dis thou.

deres N levels.

gahhh.

bt, im onli happy cos, deres no nid fr me think and stressed abt my art.

its finally over.

and just nw, relek onli we all art students.

we talked like nobody business.

aahah.

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just cant tink a solution out of dis.
hw shud i get out of dis safely.
damn. problems. problems. problems.
if only...

Cant get a grip of my life. felt like damn giving up.
and i shudnt have said those awful things. and as a fren i trusted u nt to tell him.
now i feel badly guilty abt everything.
i cant even face him now.
'kerana mulut badan binasa' true. indeed true.
bt my fren, i dun exactly blame u thou. bt really. wad wud u feel if u were in my shoes yea ?
i dun like him. so be it. deres nothing fr u to settle my fren. i noe ur just being a gd fren.
i understand. bt really. i dun like him. deres no nid a reason fr me to feel that way rite.
settle? k. appreciate that. bt really. deres notin fr u to settle.
bt pls my fren. i hope in times to come. i hope u wont do that again. pls.
or it wud wreck our frenship. pls2. i trust u.

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firstly, physics ppr was being such an arse.
damn hard. really tricky mannnn.
damn..
and i heard maths ppr Ms leow nt gonna mark it.
damn. my heart pain sia. shes not marking it ?
i die. i say. im gonna die.
dammmnn.
so far. i have damn no confidence of all my pprs ive done.
bt damn. tmrw last ppr.
and yea. the real challenge.
art. dammmnnn art.
i havent do.
im even out of ideas on wat to do.
bt, just gonna give my best shot at dis.
heck care wit dis art. MYE. hais.
nehminds.
just getting it done and over wit.
art paper 3 hrs sia. fcuking damn lonnngg. bloody hell.
gahhhh.

den fri stil gt sch. so fcuk.

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and damn. the weathers dis days gettin hotter and hotter yea ?

my whole house complaining abt d weather.

and damn. everyday im sweating like a pig.

d several umpteen times of bath din help either.

global warming i guess ??hehe.

and, i use to complain each time rain comes.

bt damnn..rainnn. please come back..

don runnn awayyyyyyy.

i nid ya.

damnnnnn.

ehehe.

aites.

tc lovelies!

Life is a long and winding journey

There are lots of up & downs in it

No matter how tough it may seems

Just got to move on

Even when it seems hopeless & useless

That is the true meaning of Life