The Heart Has Reasons, That reasons does not understand

Cant get a grip of my life. felt like damn giving up.
and i shudnt have said those awful things. and as a fren i trusted u nt to tell him.
now i feel badly guilty abt everything.
i cant even face him now.
'kerana mulut badan binasa' true. indeed true.
bt my fren, i dun exactly blame u thou. bt really. wad wud u feel if u were in my shoes yea ?
i dun like him. so be it. deres nothing fr u to settle my fren. i noe ur just being a gd fren.
i understand. bt really. i dun like him. deres no nid a reason fr me to feel that way rite.
settle? k. appreciate that. bt really. deres notin fr u to settle.
bt pls my fren. i hope in times to come. i hope u wont do that again. pls.
or it wud wreck our frenship. pls2. i trust u.

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firstly, physics ppr was being such an arse.
damn hard. really tricky mannnn.
damn..
and i heard maths ppr Ms leow nt gonna mark it.
damn. my heart pain sia. shes not marking it ?
i die. i say. im gonna die.
dammmnn.
so far. i have damn no confidence of all my pprs ive done.
bt damn. tmrw last ppr.
and yea. the real challenge.
art. dammmnnn art.
i havent do.
im even out of ideas on wat to do.
bt, just gonna give my best shot at dis.
heck care wit dis art. MYE. hais.
nehminds.
just getting it done and over wit.
art paper 3 hrs sia. fcuking damn lonnngg. bloody hell.
gahhhh.

den fri stil gt sch. so fcuk.

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and damn. the weathers dis days gettin hotter and hotter yea ?

my whole house complaining abt d weather.

and damn. everyday im sweating like a pig.

d several umpteen times of bath din help either.

global warming i guess ??hehe.

and, i use to complain each time rain comes.

bt damnn..rainnn. please come back..

don runnn awayyyyyyy.

i nid ya.

damnnnnn.

ehehe.

aites.

tc lovelies!