The Heart Has Reasons, That reasons does not understand

Results in 20 more days.

been having bad dreams abt my results lately.
cud say that im freakin out.

gettin back my money nxt wk.
so gonna enjoy before results.

watching cinema wit frens nxt wk
maybe goin party world wit aliffah.

hopefully get to enjoy on my bdae ya.
hopefully. badly. really wanna pass.
bt can i ??
nt too confident thou.
some of the papers were quite hard.

rite nw. onli 50/50 confidence fr me.
nt too sure.

im so freakkkkinnnnn out..
its like i onli have one shot at dis.
no takebacks.
no second chances.
second chance?? dat is stay back.
surely not gonna.

one things fr sure.
if i fail.
ITE here i come.
if i pass..
Sec 5 here i come.

bt den again..
im worried abt my art okeyyy..
damnnn.
sec 5 is soooo hard...
argh...!

i really wanna go Singapore Polytechnic.
and take Music & Audio Technology.
i wan to become a sound producer.
like a lot.. reallyyyyyyyy
i wan it badly!!!!

cnfrm. on 18 dec.
nervous like hell.
nw. i cud already feel a slight tension.
at the sch hall.. cnfrm!! alot!!!
nehmind.

later wait and see.

till here..

tc lovelies!