The Heart Has Reasons, That reasons does not understand

Im so happy today. so excited. at the same time sad.

in the morn' was so nervous.
cos its N levels results today.

just outside the hall.
i was so damn nervous.
wen Mr Lim had some small talk on our results.
i was like so damn fcuking nervous

and congrats to Zi Ai and some others frm 4N1 fr getting highest.

and guess wat ppl, i made it to sec 5 ok!
im promoted

the moment i've been waitin for.
those nerve wrecking moments is finally over.
the sleepless nights. those times burnin the midnight oil.
heh.

i gt 7 fr my N levels.
wen i was called to take my results.
teacher told me that i got promoted.
and i was in tears sey..
was so damn happy.
tears of joy.
like OMG.

and yea, my art actually help me to pass ok.
haha. art.. oh art...like thnks alot! dun tink im gonna drop art already.

so.
here goes

eng B3
Comb Humans B4
Maths A2
Sci B4
Art B3
Malay A2
Malay Oral Distinction

i was like shock wit my maths
i usually just pass my maths.
and nw like a2

i thanked ms leow.
and she was proud that a lot of her tutors gt a2, and some b3.
im so happpyyyyyyyyyy

bt was sad also
cos some of my frens din make it.
like asri, aliffah and some others.
im sad ok.

Aliffah - gonna miss those times sey. we went home together.
now who am i goin home with ?? hais.
those laughing moments we had. and ur fav word. humble.
and ur hyrul stories. whos gonna tell me hyrul stories nw huh?
its just recently that we gotten closer.
and i wont lose contact wit ya okey girl
and be strong aites!

Asri - one funny dude.
known since sec 2. gotten closer recently as well
u laugh like a hyena dude.
lols. no offence.
bt its so different now without u seyy.
i still rmb those days where we wud sing in class together.
and nw whose gonna sing in class wit me nw huh ???
its just so damn different ok.

said - dude. ur funny too ok.
and seriously. honestly, bcos of u.
our class won quite a few awards.
sec 1. rmb. sec 1 orientation camp.
we won alot.
and sec 1 campfire.
i still rmb wen u were scared to climb on that flying fox.
so funnyyy.
and ur UFO hair. like OMG
fcukin hilarious.
lol.
sec 2. entrepreneur thingy. i rmb.
our remix apron.
well, eventhou u din attend on the presentation day.
its ok. forgiven. lol.
and u always plan a lot of things fr the class.
class chalet.
and u guys soccer matches.
its so different without u dude.

finally.
shaiful - on geog lesson wen ayu din come.
i wud sit beside u rite.
honestly, i wud sometimes get distracted during geog
wen u wud crack up jokes.
and i wud laugh non-stop.
so now whos gonna crack up jokes huh ?
hais.

omg. dis ppl like play an important part in my life.
im so sad wit em not arnd animore nxt yr.
its gonna be a definite different nxt yr.
and i wish them all the best in their ITE
and may dey excel in their studies. wishing ya guys luck.
all the best.
and plsss. don lose contact.
c ya guys sn. perhaps, nxt yr sch celebration??
hopefully ya guys wud come eyy..


hmm.
hopefully nxt yr gonna be a better yr...
and i'll try my best fr sec 5
cos i wanna go Singapore Poly
so, have to strive hard.
and persevere some more.

and i cant wait fr sch..

and see ya ppl nxt yr.

tc lovelies!

PS. i miss canteen food truckloads. lols.
makan je.. makan je.. makan je.. badan gemuk baru tauuuuu..
heheheheehehehheheehehehehehhe
oopsss. da gemuk pn.
=)