The Heart Has Reasons, That reasons does not understand

Mt Oral was lanc@#$%^&*!$%^&&**&%bai!
so pissed off wit myself.
screwed oral real baddddd.

reading part was ok.
butttt.
conversation was. lanc@#$%^&**&^%$#@@bai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

regarding teenagers.
actually its quite easy.
but im too nervous.
ends up.
i stammer lots of times.
i stopped to think veryyyyy longg..
i blabbered stuff dat din makes sense.
i just say anything that comes to my mind.
basically, it doesnt make any sense at all.
OMG!!

seriously im pissed off with myself.
but the examiner helped a lot by giving supports and smiled.
but the way she answered to my answers, seems like my ans were...hmmm.. how do i say it?
like...isnt dat gd....?

hais.

i cried on the way out actually.
danggg.
why oh why.
pls.. hope eng oral wont be like dis.
hais..

im outta here.
toodles.