What hurts the most, Was being so close, And havin' so much to say, And watchin' you walk away....

boredom. boredom. boredom
i miss TPrawks. awesome experience ever..
din expect it to be so awesome actually.
had a hell lot of fun.

grad nite was aite.
went back early. wanted to watch NurKasih.

heh. k aite

niwaes, TPrawks gonna have a gathering
on 5 dec. maybe attending.
its at sentosa.
not sure whether im allowed to go or not.
but i do wanna go.
sounds fun & plus, gotta meet the rest of em.
miss em lots lah!

planned an outing wit Fafa & asri, to have lunch at pizza hut,
bowling, movies, karaoke.

not sure wen either.
seems that all of us are busy wit our own stuff.
and. i decided to go on a diet.
i wanna try to lose some weight, before comin to sch on jan 2010.
hehehe. mcm phm!

k wateva.
just so nervous fo upcoming results
wonder what the outcome will be

Im torned bet. SP & TP.
which one to choose.
TP is located too far. but i fell in love wit TP already.
the people are so awesome there.
so welcoming.. love em!!

SP on the other hand.
nearer to my hse.
but no offence, went there for SP experience.
but the people are so not that kecohrable like TP is.
in other words, quite boring lahh..
heh

watever, let results do the talking later.
and then i will choose.
k lah ppl
chiaos.

tc lovelies!

something is so wrong wit singapore.
why the heck is that faizal isa still in spore idol???!!
top 5 summore..

thnk god duane is out.

its time to wake up singapore!
dun make him the singapore idol
spore will suffer that way
if he represents spore in times to come,
it shows how spore talent is so limited

please. the real talent here is actually tabby, sylvia & sezairi.
charles, not bad.. but faizal is worse.
i tink some that got eliminated deserves a spot in top 5
like nurul, her vocals are awesomeee..


just wake up. listen. dun just judge by his looks!
i believe that spore will make the right decisions. =)

i tink im gonna miss wana mly food.. goshh
today marks the last day we entered ZSS.

eyy. actually no, grad nite, results release
but y'all get wat i mean riteee..

lets walk down memory lane shall weeeeee. =D


Sec 3 ITE AMK

SEC 2 racial harmony

Sec 5, Mt intensive

Sec 5 teachers day, eventhou some left, dey still came back.. =D

Sec 4

sec 4

Sec 5

sec 3 phy class, i rmb Mr yosef.

Sec 3, we saw this mly wedding dias, we snap pics..

Sec 2, CIP, collecting newspapers. sempat sey amek gmb!

SEC 2

wow, i tink im gonna cry soon.. lols
all this memories, are really important to me, im gonna cherish for the rest of my life
it marks my complete secondary education for 5 years
thnks to those that became a part of my memory
i wont forget u guys! 1n2, 2n2, 3n3, 4n3,5n3..

i've changed as well, from long hair, became short hair. heh k.

and i miss 5N3 already, the laughter we had. fond memories yaa.
those memories still remain etched deep in my heart, even awannnn, TA & all that. wth. k

aite ppl. til here tc.

Loves, Myrra

O levels unofficially over. except for sci ppr 1 nxt wk. on wed.
dats wen aft that i'll get to enjoy.

cant wait to go out wit cuz nad and sleep at her hse.
been a long time since we went out wit each other.

not forgetting, going out wit asri and fafa as well

theres too many on the list of wat im gonna do once exams are over

butttttttttttt
not too satisfied wit one i've done so far.
felt that, i cud've done better
just like wat i did for some of the mock pprs.
kaysss wateva.
move on gal...

results on Jan 2010.
scareddd!!

tot that just wanted to post random pics.
here goes.
chiaos ppl!

Lets keep this short and simple..

MT O level results was released today at 145.
gotten an A2.
so excited!!
hard work finally paid off.
i was overwhelmed wit tears as soon as i heard my name being called.

first & foremost, thnks to ckg mis & ckg aiman as well.
thnks to ckg mis for guiding us during the MT intensive.
its bcos of u, that im able to attain such good marks.

ckg aiman as well, MT teacher, that taught us as well.
eventhough sometimes, u can be a lil bit fierce or someting, but its ok.
thnks to u as well.

can't help but to reminisce back the 2 wks MT intensive.
mock pprs done, i always get a c5, d7, highest, b3.
im just so excited

congrats to those that got distinction as well
total of 6, frm 5N. im proud of us!!

heh. and to those that got B3, B4, C5 dun give up, try again.
concentrate on other subjects.
B3 is gd enuf, its not the end of the world ritee??
so cheer up yea.

till here
tc lovelies!

Manusia memiliki mimpi, ada yang mengejar dan mewujudkannya
Humans have dreams, some go for it and make it a reality

ada yang mengundur dan membuangnya
while some retreat, and just throws it away

ada pula yang diam dan hanya menyimpannya sepanjang sisa hidupnya
and there's this last type of humans, that just stays in silence and just don't say about it for the rest of his life

Dan aku adalah manusia yang terakhir itu
and i am that last type of humans

Tidak ada Pertemuan yang abadi
there's no acquaintance that last forever

Manusia Berubah
People change

Sebagai manusia, kita harus belajar untuk meneruskan hidup
As humans, we have to learn to move on with life

Perubahan ialah sesuatu yang tidak dapat dihindari dalam hidup.
Change is an inevitable part of everyones life


arnd 2 more mths left
and im so not ready to leave my sec sch life.
im afraid of changes.
but on the other side, i do wan to leave this sec life for gd...

Watched Sama Ma Suka (SMS) , rent the dvd.
one word. awesooommeeee. cool movie plot.
and the guys are hott lahh.
but, the movie plot was exactly the same as a bollywood movie, Dostana. exactly the same.
i recommend those fans of indo movies, do watch it. hilarious.
the dialogues are simply fuunnnyy.

and. i cant believe xabi alonso, moved to real madrid.
wth.. gesss. annoyed much.
k wateva.

andddddddddd
tmrws the day..
im suppose to pack my bags for tmrw.
but later..
im just so anxious and excited for tmrw.

and and and.
regarding my hands rashes thingy,
i know wats the cause of it now.
bed bugs..
yea.. mum found it while cleaning.
and can say dat im rather freaked out.
hehs. but everythings clean now.

and im hooked to SleeQ's ClassiQ songs. geessss. k wateva..

and prelims almost done.
Mdm howe said dat my class did badly for Geog.
onli a few passes.
OMG! hais..


and to add on, last fri National Days Celebration was boring.
no concert. celebrate at class.
class was awesome. only 10 turn up.
but fun. we play 007, 369. forfeit, shout "i love singapore"
outside the class corridor.
Mdm howe was laughing as well.
had lotsa fun. videos was aite.
the funny thing is dat, the NDP parade was recorded on tape.
like wth. the sch precaution measures for H1N1 is like so annoying.
i hope teachers day wont be like dis, *fingers crossed for a concert to be held

k la ppl
till here
tc lovelies!

Prelims just started ystd.
therefore, im really busy dis few days studying & revising my works.
dat contributes to why i have not been updating dis few days.

found an effective way of learning. thanks to NURUL JANNAH.
heh. really effective. but makes me sleepy a lil bit lah. heh.

updates
- mon EL ppr was..... danggg... difficult. but manageable.
-tue Maths ppr 1 & geog. quite ok. but maths, no time.
-wed maths ppr 2 & chem
- thur ss
- fri sat sun mon tue. relax, or shud i say, revising time
- excited for sun, sleepover at JB, cuz Nad's vacation hse. whole
fam gonna be there. but cud not watch JONAS, the new tv show. nehminds.
-spore idol starts on 9 august. yessah!!
- mon back home, revising for phy
-wed phy ppr
- thur sci prac
- fri phy & chem ppr 1
END OF PRELIM
s
tress doesnt end there. studying continues, prepare for upcoming O's
niwaes,
-bought raya clothing. excited
-but could not enjoy dat much.
-fasting starts in mid august. dat is soonn..excited
-sept hari raya.
-oct O's starts.

after much calculating.
it seems dat im left arnd 2 mnths. OMG!!!!
paniccccc.. but i cant wait for everything to be over & done.
and then its time to enjoy... but gonna be stress again when results comes out..danggg..

and i bought Jonas Brothers new album - Lines, Vines & Trying Times. one word...AWESOME!
songs were great. such talented brothers.
and i bought SleeQ's ClassiQ. Awesome as well. such talented people. awesome local talents.
and. and. and. and. anugerah results today.
hope hydir & sarah Aqilah made it. *fingers crossed

till here ppl
tc lovelies!

Mt Oral was lanc@#$%^&*!$%^&&**&%bai!
so pissed off wit myself.
screwed oral real baddddd.

reading part was ok.
butttt.
conversation was. lanc@#$%^&**&^%$#@@bai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

regarding teenagers.
actually its quite easy.
but im too nervous.
ends up.
i stammer lots of times.
i stopped to think veryyyyy longg..
i blabbered stuff dat din makes sense.
i just say anything that comes to my mind.
basically, it doesnt make any sense at all.
OMG!!

seriously im pissed off with myself.
but the examiner helped a lot by giving supports and smiled.
but the way she answered to my answers, seems like my ans were...hmmm.. how do i say it?
like...isnt dat gd....?

hais.

i cried on the way out actually.
danggg.
why oh why.
pls.. hope eng oral wont be like dis.
hais..

im outta here.
toodles.

im running out of ideas for my art compositions.
all my ideas are drained out.
HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
the deadline is drawing near. and like lots more to go.
left with 3 more compos.
2nd canvas still needs to be done.
hais...
stressssssssss

Before i forget.
here are the pics for jassy's bdae party.
on the 27 june.

just snap few pics.
just too lazy to snap pics lah.
party was ok.
theres sup tulang. awesome!! fav okeyy..

i tot theres sleeq.
but no, dey din turn up i guess.
niwaes. had fun playing games wit frens.
like concentration, 007 and the woots thingy..heh.
met last year peeps. said, hady asri ayu shida.
some of em turn up on the fri night.
well dey din turn up on the bdae party on sat.
so din get to see em.
nehminds.

okok. here are the pics.









just snap a few.
sis fetch at 11 plus.
ayu & shida tagged along.
the rest went off as well.

Its Sunday. Thnk GOD theres no sch tmrw..
spend my weekends at home and spending time on art.
i have like one more day to complete the 8 boards.
its such a hassle to gather info for the artist statement & artist reference.
streess. i can go nuts..

niwaes..
meeting up with Fafa tmrw.
miss her lots lah.

sch resumed as per normal.
tot that they gonna extend fr 1 wk.
but nooo.
so, lessons per normal.
evryday theres like tonnes & tonnes of hwks.
gees.
like 5 wks to prelim.
like 2 to 3 mths to O's.
so fcuking stress.

nxt wk is Mt Oral.
so nervous.
and guess wat, im the last candidate for the orals.
dats makes me even more nervous.
i rather be the 1st to take. and get everything done & over with.
oh wells.. wateva.

aites gtg now.
gotta continue with art. and my 2nd canvas.
gees. deadline for art is 3rd wk of july.
hais..

toodles.

received phonecall frm mdm howe ystd.
like arnd 1o plus in the morn'.
like hello. i was still busily snoring away.
disturb my wonderful sleeppp onliiii.

niwaes, sis picked up and said its frm a fren of mine.
i wonder who ? haha. turns out to be mdm howe.
hhaha. fren... ya riteeee..
niwaes, its regarding mon and also asked whether i went holidays or wat.
and mon starts at 740am. pffftttt..
dangggg.
why the hell did dey change it to 740 ? damnnn. k wateva.

niwaes.
2 more days to jassy's bdae party.
excited. anxious. meeting fellow frens on sat again. miss them lots.
the party will be held at pasir ris costa sands.

andddddd.
i heard Sleeq's gonna be there as well.
makes me even more excited.
heh.
but i'll be there until arnd 11pm.

oh wells...
half-way done wit maths hwk.
left 3 more vectors qn and off to set D ? the graph thingy.

phy.. 2 more wksht..

hais, persevereeee!!!!





till here
tc lovelies!

Just random pics of dearest nephew afiq anzarie.
how fast time flies and hes already 1 mth plus old.
some times i lose my sleep due to this lil guy here.
he cries at night arnd 1 am, i wud woke up and din manage to get back to sleep.
but hey, dats wat babies do. so everyone in my hse had to endure.
haha.
ok lah.
till here..

Here are the long waited pics for Mr Mazri's & Ms Loh's Wedding
Wedding was awesome. FOODS awesome. KOMPANG awesome.
To sum it up everything was awesome. Had a blast.






















In addition to that, Mr Mazri also took the opportunity to remind us abt phy hwks.
damnnnnn.. hahaha..
ok dats all.