Gettin a spot at NYP is actually better den nothin.
yea. i mean, some of my frens, their JAE is unsuccessful.
come to tink of it. im really thatttt lucky..

eventhou im a lil bit disapointed & upset,
1stly, i wanted SP so much, eversince entering that sec sch
2ndly, nt many that i knew gt NYP.

bt hey, i'll made more frens at NYP, my class, my design course.
that is a definitely. at least i knew some of em that is goin NYP,
like zarifah, rozai & xin yi.

yea. many are posted to NP & RP, and some SP.
its ok. i love my course. just needs time, to adjust to new environment,
and travelling time. come to tink of it, it really is not thaaaattttt tooo farrrr.

so, made up my mind, nt gonna appeal.
wat for right ? i gt the course that i want, and a poly is enuf.

and, im gonna work extra hard once sch starts.
cant wait to see NYP. and experience digital media design (interaction design)
its gonna be awesome!

tc lovelies!

All i ever wanted was to prove to my mum that i cud do better.
all this while i've been such a lazybum, always being reprimanded by her.

all i ever wanted was to do better than my sisters.
cos it seems that she's always in favour of em.

well that was the reason why i broke into tears at e school hall
i broke down. disappointed.
wat i wanted din come true.

wateva.
move on

and wat a bummer.
frgt to snap a pic of my art ppr 1.
well din tot that it wud gain me a b3.
hais. regrets

onli manage to capture my art ppr 2 which isn't that gd enuf. im pissed off.
i wan to keep it as memories.
and i need it as my portfolio.
k wateva.

Ok. O levels results was out ystd. 11/1/2010.
i'll rmb the date forever.

Not really satisfied wit my results actually.
but yea. i'll take it. gd enuf.
at least able to apply to poly

aim fr 16. but gt a 19. short of 3 points.
dammit.

Eng C6
Maths B4
Combined Humans B4
Sci (phy/chem) C5
Art B3
Malay A2

onli proud of my my art, humans and malay.
disappointed wit e rest. hais.

well move on..
Music & Audio Tech is a no go
goodbye being a sound producer/composer.
im sad enuf. hmm.
in e 1st place, its impossible also. 11 points.
damn.

well. opt for digital media in SP.
Hope i'll get in.

time to start a new chapter in my life sn

getting the results is just the beginning.
next obstacle is whether im able to get into the course that i want
After that is the real challenge. Facing the world outside.

Time to look on a brighter side of life
Im lucky enuf to be able to make it.
so no tears. lets just embrace it ok.

tc lovelies!