2 wks of MT intensive finally ended.
glad cos no more goin back home late.
& sad at the same time ( bcos of some reason, jannah u shud know.. hehh. )

niwaes, im worried, even numerous MT intensive given, bt my marks still din improve much.
even gt some D7 & C5. hais.. mira..mira.. tsk3...

improved on ppr 2. bt nt fr ppr 1. 37 siak!!!!!
dat is awfullllllllllllllllllllllll.

niwaes, 100 thnks to ckg mis fr giving us dat helping hand.
it means alot, and cud say dat, i improved on ppr 2.
terima kasih byk2 ckg mis!

just now only went thru previous mock pprs and hwks.
end at 1230. head off to air rifle range.
for some survey thingy and tchers to have their final say.
and, ckg ahmad said some prayers.
actually i felt like crying.
haha. its like aft 2 wks of enduring the stress & our hard work
as well as tchers hard work.
finally came to this one moment.
one final blow.
MONDAY.

it reminisce back my 2 wks in a new learning environment
nice knowing all the 4E's.
well fr sure im gonna keep those memories.
those laughing moments wit ckg mis and all..
once again.. thnks a lot ckg mis!

* * *


Ystd, gotten rprt books.
as soon as i got my rprt books.
Abg John said, "im disappointed in u azmira, you have gone down the drain"
well i was just speechless. and smiled at him.
he shook his head..
well, i was so crushed wen he said dat. dammnn. am i dat bad ??
felt like breaking into tears wen i saw those devastating results.
disappointinggggggggggg.
i broke my promise yet again on doin well fr MYE.
History is repeating itself. Just like wat i did last year.
But dat time im lucky enuf to make it thru. N level is 100 times different den O's.
N's chicken feet lah deyyy... heh..
niwaes...

Rite now, im promising myself yet again to do well fr prelims.
i have to.. its the only way fr me to gauge how O's standard is like.
and how well am i doing..
i need to take prelims really serious dis time round.
i dun wanna make the same mistakes dat i did.
Well..only time will tell.
I'll try my best not to procrastinate any further.

June hols, im so gonna be mugging fr the 1st time in my life.
its time to take action on my behaviour lately.
i wan to achieve my dream of goin Singapore Poly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just persevere for a few months..
Just a few more laps left in this race.
I'll make the final lap the best one i ever had.

Insyallah..


k lahh.
till here..
tc lovelies!

Schs gonna continue as per usual tmrw.
numerous mt intensive.. im so stress okeyyyy...

art canvas had to handed up on tue.
OH MY.. where the heck shud i find time to finish it up.
oh wells wateva.


* * *

watch AI finale on wed & thurs.
results was disappointing.
i really wanted adam lambert to win.
hes vocals are much more awesome in compared to kris allen's.
Kris allen dun even suppose to be in top 2.
Allison iraheta shud be the one.
oh wells.
wat is past is past.
moving oonnnnnnnnn..........


* * *

din get to sleep well dis few days either.
im suffering frm INSOMNIA......dangggg ittttt.

tried to sleep in early. ended up staring at the ceiling for 1 or 2 hrs.
hais.
kept tinking bout lotsa of things.
part of it was MT O levels and MT intensive danggg
i feel so pressurized. ckg mis wanted us to score an A2 fr Mly.
hais.
i tot Mly was easy to score.
bt im wrong dis time round.
it actually is hard.
1st time in my life a mock ppr i scored 26/70.
shocccckiiinggg mucccccchhh.
i just cudnt score in ppr 1. its hard okeyyyy.
ppr 2... hmmm.. it depends.
sometimes im ok with it...


andddd
part of my problems
is dis some guy
since when did i strt falling for him..
geeesssss..
i feel so annoyed.
due to this. MT intensive i wud end up yawing almost all the time.
haissss..
wateva lah...
time to wake up mira.
all you can do is admire him frm afar.


aites
till here ppl
tc lovelies!

wed
aft gettin the call frm bro-in-law..
waited for mama&baba to be back home frm work.
arnd 7 plus, aft maghrib prayer, went off to thomson hosp to visit eldest sis.
so troublesome, due to the H1N1 thingy. temperature had to be taken
only 2 ppl at a time is able to visit the patients. leceh seyyyyy..

only visit for a while. sis was so tired. pity her...
nephew afiq anzarie was so cute..
im overjoyed.

and sis back home tmrw morn.
im gonna go fetch her wit dearest mama. =)

house definitely gonna be full tmrw.
ppl are surely gonna visit sis.

and...


MYE FINALLY OVER!
butttttttttttttttttttt..

Mon to wed is so gonna be tiring.
hais. nehminds..

till here den..
tc lovelies!

After much waiting..
finally got the call.

MY SISTER HAS FINALLY GIVEN BIRTH
to a healthy baby boy weighing 3.69kg.

alhamdulilah syukurrr!!!

welcome to the world baby boy & most of all, welcome to the amin family!!
hehe

i am so excited.
goin to the hospital later..

chiaos..

I think i totally screwed ystd math & chem pprs.
dangggg.

maths ppr 1 & 2 are equally hard.
i wonder wat marks i would attained later.. hmm.

chem, was actually easy.
as usual, i din study much fr it.
oh gosh. abg john totally gonna be mad at me....like again.
as usual he wud ask, "wat happen to u azmira"
as usual, i just keep my mouth shut and nt say anithing.
hais.

and..

ystd was suppose to be eldest sis pregnancy due date.
and guess wat. the baby is 4 kg, too big, and like difficult to come out.
so, postponed today.
sis is admitted to thomson hospital today, to induced for arnd 6 to 7 hrs.
if dat fails, she has no choice but to undergo Caesarean section. otherwise simply known as minor operation procedure. right now, i cant do anything but to just simply pray for her best.
actually dat caesarean procedure isnt bad at all. its actually alright to undergo it.

am just now waiting for her call, regarding dis.
anxious, excited, worried. overjoyed. are the words dat i cud explained right now.
im gonna be an aunty for the 2nd time!!! yessahhhhh!
heh.

niwaes..
tmrw art ppr. ... dangggggg.
3 hrs.. im so lazy..
persevere.
hais.

till here..

tc lovelies!

Wishing all the mums out there a very Happy Mothers Day!
Not gonna celebrate it today thou.
Mum's gotta go to some wedding function wit dad.
bt instead, she cooked chicken rice to day. Granny was also at my home today.
so, mum decided to cook for her chicken rice.

And to my dearest Mama. wishing you a happy mothers day.
eventhou u nag alot, hey dats wat a mother suppose to do.
they did dat bcos they care for us.

thnks alot for the sacrifices dat u did.
and thnks fr bringing up ur 5 children all doing well & healthy.
sometimes, we 5 children do make u cry sometimes.
we apologise for wat we did.
seriously, i dunno wat its like if ur not arnd anymore.
and i apologise sometimes, dat i made u mad and all.
oh gosh, i felt like crying ehehe.
againnn.. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY.

wishing dis to dearest 1st sister as well.
shes giving birth soon. now its her turn to feel wat the other mums in the world feel like.

i guess till here.
tc lovelies!

“The mother loves her child most divinely, not when she surrounds him with comfort and anticipates his wants, but when she resolutely holds him to the highest standards and is content with nothing less than his best.”

-Hamilton Wright Mabie -

Just few more pprs to go.
and im so dead beaaattt!!!

*note
Tue
Em p2 800-1030
Chem p3 1100-1215

wed
phy p2 1045-1200

finally thur 800-1100 ART.. dang it 3 hrs.
i tink dat might not be enuf time either.. art theres like alot to do in 3 hrs.
dammiiittttt.

1130-1230
phy/chem p1
dat shud be enuf i guess.

a lot dat needs to be done. on the weekends.
no more time for any procrastination.
art. art.art.
chem to be revised, as well as phy.

not onli dat.
rite aft MYE over, MT intensive gonna ASAP. hais.
2 wks of MT frm 8am to 5pm i guess.
OMG..
im sooooooo not ready to take my O levels MT.
hais. just gotta try dun i.



Don't let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish something stand in the way of your doing it. The time will pass anyway; we might just as well put that passing time to the best possible use. - Earl Nightingale, speaker, author -

Heres the updates for the past few papers.

Mon
Eng p1/p2.
ok i guess. but not tooooo ecxited abt dis ppr.
ppr 2 was actually easy.
bt lots of the qn had to use ur own words.
so dat actually makes it hard.

Tues.
MT p1/p2.
quite ok ?
bt ppr 1 compo qns was fcuking boring.
so typical.
so i just go wit the flow.
and did abt dis compo abt sacrifice or something ?

wed
geog & maths p1.
geog was actually easy. bt i din study much. so wasttteeeddddd.
din manage to finish some of the qns either
1h30 min isnt enuf okeyy.

maths was fcuking atrocious!!!
topics dat learnt dis year onli came arnd 2 qns.
i was really hoping *cross fingers* dat vectors wud come out alot.
bt onli cam one. fcukkk.
alot dat came out was last years topic, so i din revise much.
hais nehmindss.

thurs (today)
SS
onli 1 ppr today.. yay me!
heh.
ss.. ss... ss... im overly excited abt ss.
topics dat i studied actually came out.
am just so over-joyed.
venice. thank god. venice came out.
as sn as the ppr started, without hesitation, i started doin SEQ.
=)
but i pity some of my frens dat study, iraq-kuwait, and i heard a lot of 4E
study sri lanka/northern ireland.
ahah. nehmind try during O's lah kay..

niwaes. tmrw deres no ppr.
its time to embark on my art again.
art ppr on thur.
pannniiiiccccccc!!!
lots still nid to be finished up.
color scheme, mock up, development, artist statement, artist reference...
OMG.. now dat i mention it, it seems like a lot.
hais. thur ppr is 3 hours.
tiring okey..

tue chem ppr, i nid to study, later abg john lecture again if fail. hais..

aites ppl.
till here.

tc lovelies!

MYE starts like tmrw.
danggg. started revision on phy on fri. bt aft a while i shove it off aside.
hais. mira mira.. lazybum.
go to hell wit MYE.
im aiming to do well during prelims.
hais. bt i guess, i still have to do at least some revision.
later den i start off yea.

niwaes, ystd went to some wedding function.
a relative of mine.
went wit sis, bro-in-law and mummy & daddy.
the other siblings din went, cos they had something on.
2nd sis had to take care of my granny.
so gd of her.

niwaes, met alot of my relatives were there.
cuzzie nad din manage to go cos she had to work.
and, chat wit some of the relatives there as well.
i cud say, quite fun indeed.
bt most of it was bcos of my sis.
cos she was pregnant. and her due date is like 2 more weeks.
and guess wat, her due date is during one of my besties bdae.
jannah. 12 may as well. wow. coincidence huh.
heh. niwaes. lots were asking abt my sis and all.
one of my uncle even told my sis dat he dreamt abt her giving birth to twins.
we were like.. sayy watt?! haha. wateva.

and sri mahligai was also there.
i was bugging my sis to snap some pics of the traditional mly instruments.
its for my art, im doin on dat topic.
bt failed to snap the pics.
nehmind.

so aft dat, went home like arnd 5 plus. went to causeway pasar malam
a while to take home some food.
and it was free. cos cuzzie nad was there.
ehehe. i guess went home like arnd 6 aft dat.

and am so tired aft dat.
i guess dats all fr now.

hais. MYE MYE MYE. haisssss

eng ppr tmrw. wish me luck ppl!


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niwaes, i saw dis guy at sch. dunno who he is. some sec 4E dude i guess?
bt he reminds me so much of my last time crush.
awan ku.. OMG they look so much alike.
jannah was the one who say it 1st. and i totally agree.
bt my awan is better looking. hehe. wateva.
hais, the more i want to frget my awan. the more i cant.
the more i see this guy face at sch.
the more i rmb during my sec 3 times.
haissss..
jannahhh. tolong akuu!
hehe.
wateva..

aites till here.
tc lovelies!