Seriously need to buck up on my studies.
exams starts nxt week people!!! geees.. panic mode!

sci prac on thur. im so nervous okeyy. esp wit chem.
dammit.
i guess im not gonna update dis blog for a while.
will be busy mugging.

i really hope to do well on my mid year.
aft the devastating CA results. i decided to pull up my socks.

maths CA test was a killer.
my class onli had arnd 25 mins to do e ppr.
ended up our class a lot of failures.
me myself din manage to finish up the qns.
hais... nehmind.
i got 12/26.
dang it just 1 more marks!!!!gahhhhh!

and the current mt mock test din do well as i expected.
paper 1 arnd 41/70.
not gd at all.
ppr 2 45/70.
nt gd as well.
im aiming for a2 fr O's and i only manage to get arnd B4.. dammmitttttttttt.
have to seriously buck up.

deres alot to memorise, chem, phy, geog, ss.........and the list goes on.
feeling the pressure now. so stress.
cant wait fr everything to end.
hais.

nehmind. persevere azmira.
and today i have tonnes of hwk! gahhh..
perseverrrreeee..

tmrw gt PE again.. cnfrm 2.4.. hais so lazy..
nehmind.

aites ppl
till here.

tc lovelies!

Heres Wishing My dearest Cousin Nadiah Bte Abdull Rahman

HAPPY 17th Birthday!

Her Bdae was actually ystd. 22/4

so i guess. HAPPY BELATED BDAE.

wish her all the best in everything she do.

and how fast time flies huh.

we knew each other since we were small

and we were really damn close since we were young.

i could still rmb those days when we small

when we 'cabot' sch during pri 3.

haha. it was hilarious actually.

and there was one time where we were really small.

and i asked her abt marriage?

haha. and dats like when we arnd 9? 10?

haha. i asked her, what if one day nobody wants me

and i neva get married. den she said, nehmind i will wait for you.

and we will marry together at the same time. haha. such fond memories ya.

and we even promised each other dat one day we wanna fly to london together.

dat was like our childhood dream somehow. it was funny.

i really miss our memories.

eventhough you moved to bukit batok and didnt get to the same sec sch,

we were still close. and actually, our sec sch choice was all the same, bt no luck,

din manage to get into the same sch. bt its ok.

niwaes..

sometimes i would drop by her hse and she would do so in return.

so dearest cousin. i wish ya a happy bdae again and presennnttt..=)

soon. i promise. =)

and love ya lots ok!

I'm So disappointed wit my ownself
how cud i say such mean words?
I cried the whole night just tinkin abt it.
it isnt the same anymore.
sometimes when anger controls me, i tend to say those hurtful words
she cried bcos of me. 1st time ever.
i apologised to her face to face, bt she ask me to go away.
i cried.
i msg her, she den forgiven me. somehow?
not too sure.
right nw, it feels just so awkward.
we dun talk much like the way we used to.
i regret. totally regret.
how i wish i cud turn back time
and everytink wud be the same.
a lesson learnt indeed.
we shudnt curse ppl just like dat.


IF ONLY...

last few days been really a hectic day fr me.
not feeling well dis few days.
gotten dis rashes thingy. and its gettin worse by the minute.
it seems like mosquito bites.
bt its just so bad.
been getting flu, and sore throat.
my body feels oh so weak.
its killing me mannnnn!
bt i refuse to take any pills.
dangg. i hate eating em.
forget it..

last thurs, a fcukin busy, chaotic day for me.
had like a lot of test in 1 day.
ended everythink like arnd 6.
im so relieved right aft all is over.

Chem test a killer. i din study, due to studying ss.
ended up i din memories some of the Qualitive analysis thingy.
i tink might even get 0 for dat ppr.
dang.. Mr ang gonna be really angry wit me again.


let me update a few days back..

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tue, am so really tired.
had dis ss wshop thing.
ended like arnd 430.
actually, din wanna go dat ss wshop thing,
bcos i had to rushed off somewhere.
and guess where i went?!!!
eheh. i went to iluma shopping centre to meet my one and only
DAVID ARCHULETA!
awesome one indeed.
met asri & fafa at pending lrt and off we went.
we chatted like a lot.
since its been a long time since we met.

reached dere arnd 545?
and, its already full with people.
i cant enter the barriers thingy cos its already full

aft much waiting, David reached arnd 715. he was late 15 mins.
aft tiptoeing like a few times, to no avail, i still cud nt see dat cute fellow face!
i eventually got frustrated.
even wanted to verge into tears.
it sucks being such a shorty ok.
bt i manage to catch a glimpse of him at least.
hes vocals are so awesome.
its just totally amazing.
and i shouted like numerous times.
i tink, dat contributes to me getting sore throat i guess.
yea. suckish indeed.
bt niwaes, ended arnd 7 plus. and autograph session started.
Bused home with asri fafa and jannah arnd 8 plus.
and am so tired.

wow. quite a long post i guess.

and. i tink, i might be shutting down dis blog fr gd.
cos, it seemed to me not much are actually reading it,
and im too lazy myself to even update.

but, i'll reconsider again yea.
aites. till here.
tc lovelies!