I sit down thinking bout my life
And my Luck in life
I love him
Yet i cant do anything

But cry everynight
Jus thinkin'
Cos i knew deep in my heart
he's not mine

He's hers
& i noe i have to move on
even if it means without him

GOSH! I hate dat someone. bt i love/like him okey..
im jus confuse wit myself lah okeyy..
i feel as if . luck isnt by my side all d time . so fcuking angry okey..
am i invisible ? hais . wtf lah.
I cant take dis anymore . hais .


cinta yang tak dapat aku nikmati
memendam seribu bayang tak pasti
kesungguhan sudah tak nampak lagi
kutakkan bisa jalani

memeluk bintang yang indah tak dapat
hanya mampu sebatas menatapi
ketidak sepahaman menghalangi
aku tak sanggup bila terus begini..

aku tak tahan lagiaku tak sanggup lagi
mengertikan dirimu mengertikan cintamu
aku tlah bosan lagi aku tak mau lagi
mengertikan dirimu mengertikan cintamu

hati yang tak dapat bisa mengerti
terpaksa kunikmati semua itu
renungkan rasa jiwa yang tak pernah
bisa mengerti dan arti besar cintaku..


dammit . dats exactly hw i feel .
too bad .. hdop ttp harus ku jalani .
walau apa pun rintangan yg melanda .
ya allah tabah kn lah hati hambamu ini utk menghadapi apa saja cobaan ... hais .
k fyne . i dun mind anymore uh . im lazy to think bout dis anymore . dat fcukin B*T**
is being sucha hassle in evrything . so fcuking . argh!!

nehmind

oh yea ppl . i frgt . asri blocked. sori . heh . and said extra kt dpn.

the guys , act cutes lah tu .

swt girls , fierce guys . heh

so yea . took those pics at class . heh . k lah . thats abt it. heh.

till then

Hello all .

yea wanted to wish ya guys a Happy Chinese New Year okey!

so , the performance just nw was ok lah . i tot mane nye boring sey .

quite fun lah . the vids part . gerek btls . klaka nk mampos .

heh . and yea , my class won the best decorated class fr the upper class .

yea. finally . haah. din expect actually , me n jas say we wud lose . bt dis said , say will.

he say he bet . if we win he wan to slap us . haha. so he won . bt luckily he din slap us . heh

and ya . befr i frgt , last sat went to pulau ubin , girl guides thingy lah .

actualy quite fun indeed lah . snap some pics here and dere .

so, dats abt it lah. the pics .

so . long holidays otw . anticipating man!

gerek gilers nye . relax frm the hustle bustle of sch fr a while . all those stress days .

yea . so thats abt it ppl .

enjoy yr holidays aite!

till then

Hey , sori fr nt updatin fr quite a along time . been busy , n din managed to use dis com .
cos sis had to do some projects lah .

Hell yeah . 4 long blasting holidays . really in nid of dat rite nw . too tired frm sch .
finally , a well deserving break . which i been craving fooorrrrr...dammmmm..
heh. So, CNY yea. tmrw half day . followed by thur n fri holiday . den sat n sun . woah...long.

Tmrws no studying . onli 1 period . 1 period. like wat the hell rite ? might as well dun make one .
stupid siak. onli 1 period . fcuk lah dey. waste my fcuking time . heh

so..gonna have a performance . and i heard its dammit boring . except fr the mly drums .
and im bored.. seems dis one a short post lah . Notin to say anymore...

except..

i miss dat someone okeyy.. lamer btl tk ketemu ya ?
mr awan ku.. heh. heard frm wati hes more hensem nw..woah..ok uh. fair per..
i saw her A square dat time . n she saw my awan . fair rite.
heh. been a long time uh .
i miss my sec 3 days . veri fun indeed . always see dat someone early in the morn'
so shiok gitu lorh . bt too bad. hes nt here animore . and i wonder hw im gonna
stand dis feeling of nt seeing him anymore . so rindu banget. argh!
k lah. wateva lah mira. . .
heh..


and yea befr i frget...
my chem & phy test, gt d results ..
and i pass both of it !
ok. bt my phy drop quite drastically. chey. drasticall sey. heh

chem gt 18/25
which..i passed fr d veri 1st time in my whole life . fr a test . nt exam. like so finally.
befr, i usually get like 1 digit.. and i improved.


phy, 15/25
drop alot lah.. i usually gt 20 plus okey.
and d teacher i dun undstand that well.
nw hell yeah. i nid mr yosef back . he better lah okey.
n d rest of my n3 mates, drop as well. dammit lah .
hais . gotta buck up.
i guess. dats all

till here