Heres Wishing My dearest Cousin Nadiah Bte Abdull Rahman

HAPPY 17th Birthday!

Her Bdae was actually ystd. 22/4

so i guess. HAPPY BELATED BDAE.

wish her all the best in everything she do.

and how fast time flies huh.

we knew each other since we were small

and we were really damn close since we were young.

i could still rmb those days when we small

when we 'cabot' sch during pri 3.

haha. it was hilarious actually.

and there was one time where we were really small.

and i asked her abt marriage?

haha. and dats like when we arnd 9? 10?

haha. i asked her, what if one day nobody wants me

and i neva get married. den she said, nehmind i will wait for you.

and we will marry together at the same time. haha. such fond memories ya.

and we even promised each other dat one day we wanna fly to london together.

dat was like our childhood dream somehow. it was funny.

i really miss our memories.

eventhough you moved to bukit batok and didnt get to the same sec sch,

we were still close. and actually, our sec sch choice was all the same, bt no luck,

din manage to get into the same sch. bt its ok.

niwaes..

sometimes i would drop by her hse and she would do so in return.

so dearest cousin. i wish ya a happy bdae again and presennnttt..=)

soon. i promise. =)

and love ya lots ok!

I'm So disappointed wit my ownself
how cud i say such mean words?
I cried the whole night just tinkin abt it.
it isnt the same anymore.
sometimes when anger controls me, i tend to say those hurtful words
she cried bcos of me. 1st time ever.
i apologised to her face to face, bt she ask me to go away.
i cried.
i msg her, she den forgiven me. somehow?
not too sure.
right nw, it feels just so awkward.
we dun talk much like the way we used to.
i regret. totally regret.
how i wish i cud turn back time
and everytink wud be the same.
a lesson learnt indeed.
we shudnt curse ppl just like dat.


IF ONLY...

last few days been really a hectic day fr me.
not feeling well dis few days.
gotten dis rashes thingy. and its gettin worse by the minute.
it seems like mosquito bites.
bt its just so bad.
been getting flu, and sore throat.
my body feels oh so weak.
its killing me mannnnn!
bt i refuse to take any pills.
dangg. i hate eating em.
forget it..

last thurs, a fcukin busy, chaotic day for me.
had like a lot of test in 1 day.
ended everythink like arnd 6.
im so relieved right aft all is over.

Chem test a killer. i din study, due to studying ss.
ended up i din memories some of the Qualitive analysis thingy.
i tink might even get 0 for dat ppr.
dang.. Mr ang gonna be really angry wit me again.


let me update a few days back..

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tue, am so really tired.
had dis ss wshop thing.
ended like arnd 430.
actually, din wanna go dat ss wshop thing,
bcos i had to rushed off somewhere.
and guess where i went?!!!
eheh. i went to iluma shopping centre to meet my one and only
DAVID ARCHULETA!
awesome one indeed.
met asri & fafa at pending lrt and off we went.
we chatted like a lot.
since its been a long time since we met.

reached dere arnd 545?
and, its already full with people.
i cant enter the barriers thingy cos its already full

aft much waiting, David reached arnd 715. he was late 15 mins.
aft tiptoeing like a few times, to no avail, i still cud nt see dat cute fellow face!
i eventually got frustrated.
even wanted to verge into tears.
it sucks being such a shorty ok.
bt i manage to catch a glimpse of him at least.
hes vocals are so awesome.
its just totally amazing.
and i shouted like numerous times.
i tink, dat contributes to me getting sore throat i guess.
yea. suckish indeed.
bt niwaes, ended arnd 7 plus. and autograph session started.
Bused home with asri fafa and jannah arnd 8 plus.
and am so tired.

wow. quite a long post i guess.

and. i tink, i might be shutting down dis blog fr gd.
cos, it seemed to me not much are actually reading it,
and im too lazy myself to even update.

but, i'll reconsider again yea.
aites. till here.
tc lovelies!

Went out wit my 2 besties ystd.
Asri And jassy. ayu was suppose to tag along bt she woke up late.
nehminds.

decided to watch coming soon. a horror movie.
we planned 1st to watch at cineleisure orc. bt dang, jassy reached late at cck mrt
at arnd 230. and the show starts at 305. so deres nt enuf time.

so, lastly decided to watch at vivo at 545.
quite late.
bt its alright.

we had a lot of fun. laughed here laughed dere.
its been a long time since we laughed dat baddd.
heh.

niwaes. befr the movie strt, we head out upstairs at the outdoor thingy and snap some shots.
so here goes..















the movie was awesome. cud say dat, mix wit some funny moments. haha.
jassy & me was screaming our lungs out at some parts of the movie.
it was alright i guess the movie. quite gd to watch.

am really looking forward to my nxt outing wit em.
soon. ayu, better tag along dis time aites.

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today is sat. so fast 1 week hols is reaching to an end.
i am so not looking forward to go sch on mon.
hais. i wan more hols!
wateva.

aites till here.

tc lovelies!

Wow. Guess its been quite a long time since i update huh.
been really busy dis few days.
sch now is really tough.

1 week holiday seems more like a study break.
since mid year exams is arnd the corner, i really need to pull up my socks.

Art theres like a lot more to do.
canvas painting is indeed tougher den i tot.
damnnn.
Hopefully aft it is done it looks gd.

Last fri, watched back to back movie at cck cineplex
first one was dragonball, next race to witch mountain.
Cud say dat, race to witch mountain is better den dragonball.
but dragonball the dude is sooo hot!
hehe. k wateva...

niwaes some personality quiz, which i saw at kuan Yen's blog.
so here goes, the results of it.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


i guess somewat true...bt some isnt okeyyy. like the flirt part. say wat??! i dun flirt ok. hehe.
wateva.


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tmrw deres kem bahasa! so dang lazy to go! bt have to.. i already paid for it.
dammit. nehmind persevere azmira bte md amin. O LEVELS!

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and im trying to move. no more my awan ok.
its hard to like someone dat dun likes u back.
so wat for, i stick arnd having some crush oh him.
its not even worth it.
danggggg.....
just random lah ppl. hehe.

aites till here ppl

tc lovelies !