MYE starts like tmrw.
danggg. started revision on phy on fri. bt aft a while i shove it off aside.
hais. mira mira.. lazybum.
go to hell wit MYE.
im aiming to do well during prelims.
hais. bt i guess, i still have to do at least some revision.
later den i start off yea.

niwaes, ystd went to some wedding function.
a relative of mine.
went wit sis, bro-in-law and mummy & daddy.
the other siblings din went, cos they had something on.
2nd sis had to take care of my granny.
so gd of her.

niwaes, met alot of my relatives were there.
cuzzie nad din manage to go cos she had to work.
and, chat wit some of the relatives there as well.
i cud say, quite fun indeed.
bt most of it was bcos of my sis.
cos she was pregnant. and her due date is like 2 more weeks.
and guess wat, her due date is during one of my besties bdae.
jannah. 12 may as well. wow. coincidence huh.
heh. niwaes. lots were asking abt my sis and all.
one of my uncle even told my sis dat he dreamt abt her giving birth to twins.
we were like.. sayy watt?! haha. wateva.

and sri mahligai was also there.
i was bugging my sis to snap some pics of the traditional mly instruments.
its for my art, im doin on dat topic.
bt failed to snap the pics.
nehmind.

so aft dat, went home like arnd 5 plus. went to causeway pasar malam
a while to take home some food.
and it was free. cos cuzzie nad was there.
ehehe. i guess went home like arnd 6 aft dat.

and am so tired aft dat.
i guess dats all fr now.

hais. MYE MYE MYE. haisssss

eng ppr tmrw. wish me luck ppl!


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niwaes, i saw dis guy at sch. dunno who he is. some sec 4E dude i guess?
bt he reminds me so much of my last time crush.
awan ku.. OMG they look so much alike.
jannah was the one who say it 1st. and i totally agree.
bt my awan is better looking. hehe. wateva.
hais, the more i want to frget my awan. the more i cant.
the more i see this guy face at sch.
the more i rmb during my sec 3 times.
haissss..
jannahhh. tolong akuu!
hehe.
wateva..

aites till here.
tc lovelies!

Seriously need to buck up on my studies.
exams starts nxt week people!!! geees.. panic mode!

sci prac on thur. im so nervous okeyy. esp wit chem.
dammit.
i guess im not gonna update dis blog for a while.
will be busy mugging.

i really hope to do well on my mid year.
aft the devastating CA results. i decided to pull up my socks.

maths CA test was a killer.
my class onli had arnd 25 mins to do e ppr.
ended up our class a lot of failures.
me myself din manage to finish up the qns.
hais... nehmind.
i got 12/26.
dang it just 1 more marks!!!!gahhhhh!

and the current mt mock test din do well as i expected.
paper 1 arnd 41/70.
not gd at all.
ppr 2 45/70.
nt gd as well.
im aiming for a2 fr O's and i only manage to get arnd B4.. dammmitttttttttt.
have to seriously buck up.

deres alot to memorise, chem, phy, geog, ss.........and the list goes on.
feeling the pressure now. so stress.
cant wait fr everything to end.
hais.

nehmind. persevere azmira.
and today i have tonnes of hwk! gahhh..
perseverrrreeee..

tmrw gt PE again.. cnfrm 2.4.. hais so lazy..
nehmind.

aites ppl
till here.

tc lovelies!

Heres Wishing My dearest Cousin Nadiah Bte Abdull Rahman

HAPPY 17th Birthday!

Her Bdae was actually ystd. 22/4

so i guess. HAPPY BELATED BDAE.

wish her all the best in everything she do.

and how fast time flies huh.

we knew each other since we were small

and we were really damn close since we were young.

i could still rmb those days when we small

when we 'cabot' sch during pri 3.

haha. it was hilarious actually.

and there was one time where we were really small.

and i asked her abt marriage?

haha. and dats like when we arnd 9? 10?

haha. i asked her, what if one day nobody wants me

and i neva get married. den she said, nehmind i will wait for you.

and we will marry together at the same time. haha. such fond memories ya.

and we even promised each other dat one day we wanna fly to london together.

dat was like our childhood dream somehow. it was funny.

i really miss our memories.

eventhough you moved to bukit batok and didnt get to the same sec sch,

we were still close. and actually, our sec sch choice was all the same, bt no luck,

din manage to get into the same sch. bt its ok.

niwaes..

sometimes i would drop by her hse and she would do so in return.

so dearest cousin. i wish ya a happy bdae again and presennnttt..=)

soon. i promise. =)

and love ya lots ok!

I'm So disappointed wit my ownself
how cud i say such mean words?
I cried the whole night just tinkin abt it.
it isnt the same anymore.
sometimes when anger controls me, i tend to say those hurtful words
she cried bcos of me. 1st time ever.
i apologised to her face to face, bt she ask me to go away.
i cried.
i msg her, she den forgiven me. somehow?
not too sure.
right nw, it feels just so awkward.
we dun talk much like the way we used to.
i regret. totally regret.
how i wish i cud turn back time
and everytink wud be the same.
a lesson learnt indeed.
we shudnt curse ppl just like dat.


IF ONLY...

last few days been really a hectic day fr me.
not feeling well dis few days.
gotten dis rashes thingy. and its gettin worse by the minute.
it seems like mosquito bites.
bt its just so bad.
been getting flu, and sore throat.
my body feels oh so weak.
its killing me mannnnn!
bt i refuse to take any pills.
dangg. i hate eating em.
forget it..

last thurs, a fcukin busy, chaotic day for me.
had like a lot of test in 1 day.
ended everythink like arnd 6.
im so relieved right aft all is over.

Chem test a killer. i din study, due to studying ss.
ended up i din memories some of the Qualitive analysis thingy.
i tink might even get 0 for dat ppr.
dang.. Mr ang gonna be really angry wit me again.


let me update a few days back..

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tue, am so really tired.
had dis ss wshop thing.
ended like arnd 430.
actually, din wanna go dat ss wshop thing,
bcos i had to rushed off somewhere.
and guess where i went?!!!
eheh. i went to iluma shopping centre to meet my one and only
DAVID ARCHULETA!
awesome one indeed.
met asri & fafa at pending lrt and off we went.
we chatted like a lot.
since its been a long time since we met.

reached dere arnd 545?
and, its already full with people.
i cant enter the barriers thingy cos its already full

aft much waiting, David reached arnd 715. he was late 15 mins.
aft tiptoeing like a few times, to no avail, i still cud nt see dat cute fellow face!
i eventually got frustrated.
even wanted to verge into tears.
it sucks being such a shorty ok.
bt i manage to catch a glimpse of him at least.
hes vocals are so awesome.
its just totally amazing.
and i shouted like numerous times.
i tink, dat contributes to me getting sore throat i guess.
yea. suckish indeed.
bt niwaes, ended arnd 7 plus. and autograph session started.
Bused home with asri fafa and jannah arnd 8 plus.
and am so tired.

wow. quite a long post i guess.

and. i tink, i might be shutting down dis blog fr gd.
cos, it seemed to me not much are actually reading it,
and im too lazy myself to even update.

but, i'll reconsider again yea.
aites. till here.
tc lovelies!