Heres the updates for the past few papers.

Mon
Eng p1/p2.
ok i guess. but not tooooo ecxited abt dis ppr.
ppr 2 was actually easy.
bt lots of the qn had to use ur own words.
so dat actually makes it hard.

Tues.
MT p1/p2.
quite ok ?
bt ppr 1 compo qns was fcuking boring.
so typical.
so i just go wit the flow.
and did abt dis compo abt sacrifice or something ?

wed
geog & maths p1.
geog was actually easy. bt i din study much. so wasttteeeddddd.
din manage to finish some of the qns either
1h30 min isnt enuf okeyy.

maths was fcuking atrocious!!!
topics dat learnt dis year onli came arnd 2 qns.
i was really hoping *cross fingers* dat vectors wud come out alot.
bt onli cam one. fcukkk.
alot dat came out was last years topic, so i din revise much.
hais nehmindss.

thurs (today)
SS
onli 1 ppr today.. yay me!
heh.
ss.. ss... ss... im overly excited abt ss.
topics dat i studied actually came out.
am just so over-joyed.
venice. thank god. venice came out.
as sn as the ppr started, without hesitation, i started doin SEQ.
=)
but i pity some of my frens dat study, iraq-kuwait, and i heard a lot of 4E
study sri lanka/northern ireland.
ahah. nehmind try during O's lah kay..

niwaes. tmrw deres no ppr.
its time to embark on my art again.
art ppr on thur.
pannniiiiccccccc!!!
lots still nid to be finished up.
color scheme, mock up, development, artist statement, artist reference...
OMG.. now dat i mention it, it seems like a lot.
hais. thur ppr is 3 hours.
tiring okey..

tue chem ppr, i nid to study, later abg john lecture again if fail. hais..

aites ppl.
till here.

tc lovelies!

MYE starts like tmrw.
danggg. started revision on phy on fri. bt aft a while i shove it off aside.
hais. mira mira.. lazybum.
go to hell wit MYE.
im aiming to do well during prelims.
hais. bt i guess, i still have to do at least some revision.
later den i start off yea.

niwaes, ystd went to some wedding function.
a relative of mine.
went wit sis, bro-in-law and mummy & daddy.
the other siblings din went, cos they had something on.
2nd sis had to take care of my granny.
so gd of her.

niwaes, met alot of my relatives were there.
cuzzie nad din manage to go cos she had to work.
and, chat wit some of the relatives there as well.
i cud say, quite fun indeed.
bt most of it was bcos of my sis.
cos she was pregnant. and her due date is like 2 more weeks.
and guess wat, her due date is during one of my besties bdae.
jannah. 12 may as well. wow. coincidence huh.
heh. niwaes. lots were asking abt my sis and all.
one of my uncle even told my sis dat he dreamt abt her giving birth to twins.
we were like.. sayy watt?! haha. wateva.

and sri mahligai was also there.
i was bugging my sis to snap some pics of the traditional mly instruments.
its for my art, im doin on dat topic.
bt failed to snap the pics.
nehmind.

so aft dat, went home like arnd 5 plus. went to causeway pasar malam
a while to take home some food.
and it was free. cos cuzzie nad was there.
ehehe. i guess went home like arnd 6 aft dat.

and am so tired aft dat.
i guess dats all fr now.

hais. MYE MYE MYE. haisssss

eng ppr tmrw. wish me luck ppl!


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niwaes, i saw dis guy at sch. dunno who he is. some sec 4E dude i guess?
bt he reminds me so much of my last time crush.
awan ku.. OMG they look so much alike.
jannah was the one who say it 1st. and i totally agree.
bt my awan is better looking. hehe. wateva.
hais, the more i want to frget my awan. the more i cant.
the more i see this guy face at sch.
the more i rmb during my sec 3 times.
haissss..
jannahhh. tolong akuu!
hehe.
wateva..

aites till here.
tc lovelies!

Seriously need to buck up on my studies.
exams starts nxt week people!!! geees.. panic mode!

sci prac on thur. im so nervous okeyy. esp wit chem.
dammit.
i guess im not gonna update dis blog for a while.
will be busy mugging.

i really hope to do well on my mid year.
aft the devastating CA results. i decided to pull up my socks.

maths CA test was a killer.
my class onli had arnd 25 mins to do e ppr.
ended up our class a lot of failures.
me myself din manage to finish up the qns.
hais... nehmind.
i got 12/26.
dang it just 1 more marks!!!!gahhhhh!

and the current mt mock test din do well as i expected.
paper 1 arnd 41/70.
not gd at all.
ppr 2 45/70.
nt gd as well.
im aiming for a2 fr O's and i only manage to get arnd B4.. dammmitttttttttt.
have to seriously buck up.

deres alot to memorise, chem, phy, geog, ss.........and the list goes on.
feeling the pressure now. so stress.
cant wait fr everything to end.
hais.

nehmind. persevere azmira.
and today i have tonnes of hwk! gahhh..
perseverrrreeee..

tmrw gt PE again.. cnfrm 2.4.. hais so lazy..
nehmind.

aites ppl
till here.

tc lovelies!

Heres Wishing My dearest Cousin Nadiah Bte Abdull Rahman

HAPPY 17th Birthday!

Her Bdae was actually ystd. 22/4

so i guess. HAPPY BELATED BDAE.

wish her all the best in everything she do.

and how fast time flies huh.

we knew each other since we were small

and we were really damn close since we were young.

i could still rmb those days when we small

when we 'cabot' sch during pri 3.

haha. it was hilarious actually.

and there was one time where we were really small.

and i asked her abt marriage?

haha. and dats like when we arnd 9? 10?

haha. i asked her, what if one day nobody wants me

and i neva get married. den she said, nehmind i will wait for you.

and we will marry together at the same time. haha. such fond memories ya.

and we even promised each other dat one day we wanna fly to london together.

dat was like our childhood dream somehow. it was funny.

i really miss our memories.

eventhough you moved to bukit batok and didnt get to the same sec sch,

we were still close. and actually, our sec sch choice was all the same, bt no luck,

din manage to get into the same sch. bt its ok.

niwaes..

sometimes i would drop by her hse and she would do so in return.

so dearest cousin. i wish ya a happy bdae again and presennnttt..=)

soon. i promise. =)

and love ya lots ok!

I'm So disappointed wit my ownself
how cud i say such mean words?
I cried the whole night just tinkin abt it.
it isnt the same anymore.
sometimes when anger controls me, i tend to say those hurtful words
she cried bcos of me. 1st time ever.
i apologised to her face to face, bt she ask me to go away.
i cried.
i msg her, she den forgiven me. somehow?
not too sure.
right nw, it feels just so awkward.
we dun talk much like the way we used to.
i regret. totally regret.
how i wish i cud turn back time
and everytink wud be the same.
a lesson learnt indeed.
we shudnt curse ppl just like dat.


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