2 wks of MT intensive finally ended.
glad cos no more goin back home late.
& sad at the same time ( bcos of some reason, jannah u shud know.. hehh. )

niwaes, im worried, even numerous MT intensive given, bt my marks still din improve much.
even gt some D7 & C5. hais.. mira..mira.. tsk3...

improved on ppr 2. bt nt fr ppr 1. 37 siak!!!!!
dat is awfullllllllllllllllllllllll.

niwaes, 100 thnks to ckg mis fr giving us dat helping hand.
it means alot, and cud say dat, i improved on ppr 2.
terima kasih byk2 ckg mis!

just now only went thru previous mock pprs and hwks.
end at 1230. head off to air rifle range.
for some survey thingy and tchers to have their final say.
and, ckg ahmad said some prayers.
actually i felt like crying.
haha. its like aft 2 wks of enduring the stress & our hard work
as well as tchers hard work.
finally came to this one moment.
one final blow.
MONDAY.

it reminisce back my 2 wks in a new learning environment
nice knowing all the 4E's.
well fr sure im gonna keep those memories.
those laughing moments wit ckg mis and all..
once again.. thnks a lot ckg mis!

* * *


Ystd, gotten rprt books.
as soon as i got my rprt books.
Abg John said, "im disappointed in u azmira, you have gone down the drain"
well i was just speechless. and smiled at him.
he shook his head..
well, i was so crushed wen he said dat. dammnn. am i dat bad ??
felt like breaking into tears wen i saw those devastating results.
disappointinggggggggggg.
i broke my promise yet again on doin well fr MYE.
History is repeating itself. Just like wat i did last year.
But dat time im lucky enuf to make it thru. N level is 100 times different den O's.
N's chicken feet lah deyyy... heh..
niwaes...

Rite now, im promising myself yet again to do well fr prelims.
i have to.. its the only way fr me to gauge how O's standard is like.
and how well am i doing..
i need to take prelims really serious dis time round.
i dun wanna make the same mistakes dat i did.
Well..only time will tell.
I'll try my best not to procrastinate any further.

June hols, im so gonna be mugging fr the 1st time in my life.
its time to take action on my behaviour lately.
i wan to achieve my dream of goin Singapore Poly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just persevere for a few months..
Just a few more laps left in this race.
I'll make the final lap the best one i ever had.

Insyallah..


k lahh.
till here..
tc lovelies!

Schs gonna continue as per usual tmrw.
numerous mt intensive.. im so stress okeyyyy...

art canvas had to handed up on tue.
OH MY.. where the heck shud i find time to finish it up.
oh wells wateva.


* * *

watch AI finale on wed & thurs.
results was disappointing.
i really wanted adam lambert to win.
hes vocals are much more awesome in compared to kris allen's.
Kris allen dun even suppose to be in top 2.
Allison iraheta shud be the one.
oh wells.
wat is past is past.
moving oonnnnnnnnn..........


* * *

din get to sleep well dis few days either.
im suffering frm INSOMNIA......dangggg ittttt.

tried to sleep in early. ended up staring at the ceiling for 1 or 2 hrs.
hais.
kept tinking bout lotsa of things.
part of it was MT O levels and MT intensive danggg
i feel so pressurized. ckg mis wanted us to score an A2 fr Mly.
hais.
i tot Mly was easy to score.
bt im wrong dis time round.
it actually is hard.
1st time in my life a mock ppr i scored 26/70.
shocccckiiinggg mucccccchhh.
i just cudnt score in ppr 1. its hard okeyyyy.
ppr 2... hmmm.. it depends.
sometimes im ok with it...


andddd
part of my problems
is dis some guy
since when did i strt falling for him..
geeesssss..
i feel so annoyed.
due to this. MT intensive i wud end up yawing almost all the time.
haissss..
wateva lah...
time to wake up mira.
all you can do is admire him frm afar.


aites
till here ppl
tc lovelies!

wed
aft gettin the call frm bro-in-law..
waited for mama&baba to be back home frm work.
arnd 7 plus, aft maghrib prayer, went off to thomson hosp to visit eldest sis.
so troublesome, due to the H1N1 thingy. temperature had to be taken
only 2 ppl at a time is able to visit the patients. leceh seyyyyy..

only visit for a while. sis was so tired. pity her...
nephew afiq anzarie was so cute..
im overjoyed.

and sis back home tmrw morn.
im gonna go fetch her wit dearest mama. =)

house definitely gonna be full tmrw.
ppl are surely gonna visit sis.

and...


MYE FINALLY OVER!
butttttttttttttttttttt..

Mon to wed is so gonna be tiring.
hais. nehminds..

till here den..
tc lovelies!

After much waiting..
finally got the call.

MY SISTER HAS FINALLY GIVEN BIRTH
to a healthy baby boy weighing 3.69kg.

alhamdulilah syukurrr!!!

welcome to the world baby boy & most of all, welcome to the amin family!!
hehe

i am so excited.
goin to the hospital later..

chiaos..

I think i totally screwed ystd math & chem pprs.
dangggg.

maths ppr 1 & 2 are equally hard.
i wonder wat marks i would attained later.. hmm.

chem, was actually easy.
as usual, i din study much fr it.
oh gosh. abg john totally gonna be mad at me....like again.
as usual he wud ask, "wat happen to u azmira"
as usual, i just keep my mouth shut and nt say anithing.
hais.

and..

ystd was suppose to be eldest sis pregnancy due date.
and guess wat. the baby is 4 kg, too big, and like difficult to come out.
so, postponed today.
sis is admitted to thomson hospital today, to induced for arnd 6 to 7 hrs.
if dat fails, she has no choice but to undergo Caesarean section. otherwise simply known as minor operation procedure. right now, i cant do anything but to just simply pray for her best.
actually dat caesarean procedure isnt bad at all. its actually alright to undergo it.

am just now waiting for her call, regarding dis.
anxious, excited, worried. overjoyed. are the words dat i cud explained right now.
im gonna be an aunty for the 2nd time!!! yessahhhhh!
heh.

niwaes..
tmrw art ppr. ... dangggggg.
3 hrs.. im so lazy..
persevere.
hais.

till here..

tc lovelies!