Saturday, May 15, 2010

Sch has been awesome lately. IXD 1 is an awesome class.
but nothing beats my sec times.
nothing beats 4N3' 08 & 5N3'09.
well maybe cos sec mates known em for like 3 to 5 yrs.
Ixd 1 only knew em fr arnd a few wks now

din attend tutorials and lectures on tue and wed.
had fever 1st, drowsy, lastly diarrhoea.
gotten stomach flu. cudnt move fr 2 days.
so bored. bt a good time to rest.

just 2 days and i miss a lot. i have no idea wat to do fr assignments
classmates explained, bt nt fully explain. i still cant understand.
i try to catch up next wk.

lastly..
im in love wit KPOP!
awesoommeeee.
thank u very much to khalisah, my 11 yr old niece fr introducing kpop to me
and its awesome-ness. now im addicted to it and cant live without it!! dammit.
the guys in KPOP are just so gorgeous ok! haha

Super Junior and SHINee are a few that captured my attention
at 1st for me, i dun give a damn to super junior cos it consist of too many members. 13 members dat is. bt aft watching their variety shows, im in love wit this grp. so funny and hyper.
kyuhyun, ryeowook & eunhyuk grabbed my attention definitely.
they are cute. eunhyuk is hilarious.
ryeowook is just too cute ok.
kyuhyun is e one that is silent, bt once he speaks up, hes remarks cud bring laughter to ppl.

as fr SHINee, i love em eversince i saw em at lot 1.
Onew the dubu leader is hot and cute.
the oldest seems to be the one that is so playful.

cos of that one trip, it opens my heart to KPOP
SHINee hello baby is awesome. the way they took care of a 4 yr old child is funny
at e same time heartwarming. the last ep where dey had to apart from the child aft arnd 3 mths of taking care of em just simply put tears in my eye.

in my opinion, KPOP and our very own local talent is miles apart.
Kpop is known worldwide. and they create such a huge impact.
kpop is interesting maybe cos they had many variety shows where fans are able to get to know em better. and dey have many boybands and girlbands with different personalities

bt our local talent... hmm i dunno, mostly are solos, so doesnt stand out that well.
they dun have their own variety shows where fans are able to know bout em.
hmmm.
k watever..

until e next postttt....
till here.
tc lovelies!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Gettin a spot at NYP is actually better den nothin.
yea. i mean, some of my frens, their JAE is unsuccessful.
come to tink of it. im really thatttt lucky..

eventhou im a lil bit disapointed & upset,
1stly, i wanted SP so much, eversince entering that sec sch
2ndly, nt many that i knew gt NYP.

bt hey, i'll made more frens at NYP, my class, my design course.
that is a definitely. at least i knew some of em that is goin NYP,
like zarifah, rozai & xin yi.

yea. many are posted to NP & RP, and some SP.
its ok. i love my course. just needs time, to adjust to new environment,
and travelling time. come to tink of it, it really is not thaaaattttt tooo farrrr.

so, made up my mind, nt gonna appeal.
wat for right ? i gt the course that i want, and a poly is enuf.

and, im gonna work extra hard once sch starts.
cant wait to see NYP. and experience digital media design (interaction design)
its gonna be awesome!

tc lovelies!

Thursday, January 14, 2010

All i ever wanted was to prove to my mum that i cud do better.
all this while i've been such a lazybum, always being reprimanded by her.

all i ever wanted was to do better than my sisters.
cos it seems that she's always in favour of em.

well that was the reason why i broke into tears at e school hall
i broke down. disappointed.
wat i wanted din come true.


wateva.
move on

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

and wat a bummer.
frgt to snap a pic of my art ppr 1.
well din tot that it wud gain me a b3.
hais. regrets

onli manage to capture my art ppr 2 which isn't that gd enuf. im pissed off.
i wan to keep it as memories.
and i need it as my portfolio.
k wateva.








Ok. O levels results was out ystd. 11/1/2010.
i'll rmb the date forever.

Not really satisfied wit my results actually.
but yea. i'll take it. gd enuf.
at least able to apply to poly

aim fr 16. but gt a 19. short of 3 points.
dammit.

Eng C6
Maths B4
Combined Humans B4
Sci (phy/chem) C5
Art B3
Malay A2

onli proud of my my art, humans and malay.
disappointed wit e rest. hais.

well move on..
Music & Audio Tech is a no go
goodbye being a sound producer/composer.
im sad enuf. hmm.
in e 1st place, its impossible also. 11 points.
damn.

well. opt for digital media in SP.
Hope i'll get in.

time to start a new chapter in my life sn

getting the results is just the beginning.
next obstacle is whether im able to get into the course that i want
After that is the real challenge. Facing the world outside.

Time to look on a brighter side of life
Im lucky enuf to be able to make it.
so no tears. lets just embrace it ok.

tc lovelies!